Star no Star

This Shouldnt Be On Here...

2010-03-07T10:42:00.000-08:00

Its weird how life is.. so unpredictable.. so oscillating.
But i guess its not really weird then, is it ? Seeing as how we all know that thats how life is. But i guess its not everyday that we get hit with that pang of feelings.. not everyday that we notice, realise how fast things come and go, how quickly and how often change can occur.

I'd always thought that i knew what i wanted in life. Knew what i liked, what i wanted to have and how to get it, what my beliefs and morals are, what i wanted to do in life (In general of course. Its not like i know everything.), what my aspirations were. But now im not so certain anymore.. now its different. Does that mean that i dont even know myself ? Hah. Or maybe im just an indecisive fuck.

Or maybe im just an unappreciatve idiot who always wants more..

But life has always been so fast paced for me.. its hard to slow down and stop to take a look around and notice whats there.
It seems like i was going so fast that i didnt even had the chance to get to know myself..
Like how when i felt sick and had to lie down on the bed and without even a thought, my hand would simultaneously reached for something solid/stable to hold on to.. i never realised how much i yearn for security.
Or how id always need to sleep with something (or whatever i have then), like a bolster or pillow against my back. Or even with the back against the wall.. i never realised how much i yearn for comfort.

But i guess people can always say that thats just an excuse. Theres nothing that cant be done if you put your heart and mind into it. How could anyone possibly be so busy that they cant even stop to notice their surroundings. So maybe i just thought that theres nothing i could get or wanted if i were to slow down, never thought that seeing all these mundane things would give me anything and thus never felt the need to. Afterall, i had something else in mind and was trying to attain that goal.

Things are different now though. In a way, now i am forced to notice whats around me. But thankfully i like the things that are surrounding me..

I never realised the beauty in simplicity. The beauty of a simple life.
My life was never like that. And i guess you cant really call what i wanted 'a simple life'.

Sitting here, not doing anything and just taking in my surroundings, i guess even though ive been here many times before, tonights the first time that i really took cognizance of everything around me.. How could i have not seen all this before ?

The bicycles, one even with a basket attached to the front, protected from rain in a lil shack typa shelter; wooden blinds to shelter from the blazing sun when the need arises; collection of colorful, whimsical wind chimes, made out of a variety of materials like wood, plastic and even seashells, scattered around the place; potted plants dotted around, some on the ground, some hanging from the top and some placed on tables etc; little decorative bunnies and ducks made out of porcelain/clay placed around the place; smooth grey pebbles lining the walls and round the black pillars; linoleum (I think, haha.) tiles with a flower painted on, covering the drainage hole; gorgeous elegeant garden table and chairs with a vintage looking chess set on top ; ornate wooden shelves to hold shoes and whatnot; dainty figurines of elephants placed on top of those shelves; woven baskets holding little knicknacks and a woven umbrella holder; ornate paintings and even a 'welcome' sign; hanging ornaments like a beautiful bird cage and even a wooden couch, all housed in a white picket fence.

Sure ive seen all these things around, i know its there but ive never ever gave them a thought. Noticing all these made me realise. How could i have not realised it before?

But then again, who actually literally looks at a picket fence and stops to think about it. To ponder or question the meaning of it? Its a bloody fence la ! Its not like its gunna stop and talk to you and you get an epihany. But noticing all these small things did change alot..

Be it the wind chimes, creating a myraid of different yet harmonious and somewhat soothing sound everytime a gust of wind comes by; never really saw how it could really change or set the ambience, making it seem peaceful, let alone putting someone at ease.
Or the 'Welcome'/'Home Sweet Home' sign, making the place feel so inviting and comforting.. and with it, the sense of homeness-ish. Heh.
And even the white picket fence that reminds me of a lil cottage in the woods with birds singing and abimals frolicking about like a scene from a fairytale or whatever. Maybe it sounds dumb but everything just comes together and paints this picture of a simple happy carefree life.

Everything just comes together..
Like your own lil surburban in the midst of this manic conrete jungle.. away from all the bad stuff.
A safe haven.
A simple life.
Happiness.

And now that i know how wonderful a simple life can be, thanks to noticing all these random things, (im damn random. its retarded. ugh. -.-) I want it.
I know me. And me is an idiot who keeps changning her mind. As i was typing, i got a sense of deja vu at certain points. But i think thats only cause i'd prolly felt those things before and if i were to look back at my previous posts, id find similar entries.
But once again, i guess thats just life. Maybe even the beauty of it. Its unpredictabiliality. That you never know what might happen. Afterall, the only constant thing in life is change.

A simple life has never been in my dictionary.. but thats all i want.. even if its just for now.

But am i too late ?
Is it possible that ive been living so differently for so long that im unable to have it or live like that. That ive been so acustome to how i used to live and that my personality/how i am is only suitable for that kind of life.. not the simple one that i want now. That i might even screw it up ?
Cause it seems like it..

Its pathetic when your only outlet is this..

If Only...

2009-04-23T22:55:00.000-07:00

Oh you..
Dear you..

If only i can lock you up and keep you safe.

But no. That never happens.

No matter what i do, no matter how hard i try,
they always seem to get to you in the end..

F.

2009-04-21T00:28:00.000-07:00

Friend (frěnd)
n.
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.

Friendship is a term used to denote co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more humans. This article focuses on the notion specific to interpersonal relationships. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection. Friends will welcome each other's company and exhibit loyalty towards each other, often to the point of altruism. Their tastes will usually be similar and may converge, and they will share enjoyable activities. They will also engage in mutually helping behavior, such as exchange of advice and the sharing of hardship. A friend is someone who may often demonstrate reciprocating and reflective behaviors. Yet for many, friendship is nothing more than the trust that someone or something will not harm them. Value that is found in friendships is often the result of a friend demonstrating on a consistent basis:

- the tendency to desire what is best for the other,
- sympathy and empathy,
- honesty, perhaps in situations where it may be difficult for others to speak the truth, especially in terms of pointing out the perceived faults of one's counterpart
- mutual understanding.

Friendship...
Something that is fragile as fuck.

Weeeee ~ nis !

2009-04-20T20:23:00.000-07:00

Birthday, Chalet, Clubbing, Lanning, Drinking.
I havent had a rest since god knows when. Hahaha.
Exhuasteeeed.

But uh wells... at least im having fun =)

Shall upload the pictures when i am actually home early. (Dont hold your breath on it though XD)

Slow up, Speed down...

2009-04-14T20:08:00.000-07:00

Took the bus this morning to work as usual. And it was weird today.. cause my head wasnt propped against the window like it usually is with my eyes closed.

The sun was scorching & i was perspiring just before i got on the bus. A few stops after and i notice storm clouds slowly engulfing the previously bright sky and the wind bellowing against all. Its actually a pretty common sight for people living in S'pore but for some reason, it caught my attention today, fascinating me.
I couldnt take my eyes off the sight outside and was lost in it pretty much the whole time.. wishing at one point that either the roof of the bus would disappear in an evanescent moment or that i could simply just get off the bus, not turn up for work and walk about, hearing the roar of the fierce yet elegant wind, loose myself in the dark clouds and play with the leaves, dancing to the songs of the wind.

Oh, what i'd give...

I guess the hectic-ness and stress of S'pore's fast paced life and my very own lifestyle is getting to me.
And now all i feel like doing is to just stop and smell the roses.. the strawberries.. the clouds.. the wind.. the rain.. the sun.. anything. Everything.

Halfway through, tiny speckles of raindrops started appearing and i wondered how long itd be before the soft splatter of rain hitting the window turns fast and ferocious. Which brought my attention to something else ; am i gunna get caught in the rain later ? Haha.
But as fast as the thought had drifted in, it drifted out and i remembered something else..

I still remember, albeit the fact that it has become pretty vague, the feeling of rain against my skin.
And that feeling is one that i would never want to or allow myself to forget.

It's weird... Look around and everything seemingly comes in pairs or more. Even during the coldest winter, where the trees are bear, come next season and leaves would start sprouting out again amidst the basking sun.

Everything seems to be intertwined and connected somehow or another.. surviving together.. surviving off each other..

What about humans ?
Can we survive without each other ? Can we really overcome the fear that grips most of us despite our countless efforts to hide it ; loneliness.

I know i for one, need a constant somebody. Be it mentally, emotionally or just physically. And was lucky enough to have found someone who was there for me constantly, without fail. But everything comes with a price and because of that, ive now become overly-dependent on others and when im left alone, i crash.

And because ive been so used to that feeling.. the one of trust and comfort.. of knowing that someone will be there to catch you when you fall.. im constantly searching for it. And because i want it so much, ive subconsciously let my heart cloud my judgement and make wrong choices.

Wrong choices.. just to feel safe again. But it never happens like that. No.

"It feels good knowing that someone is there for you, to catch you when you fall, to help you.. But its a much better feeling, standing on your own two feet"

Hopefully that's true...

Bad, Bad Habits.

2009-04-12T09:50:00.000-07:00

So much for sobering up.
I have officially found true love ; ALCO - muthaeffing - HOL.
And clubbing actually... but the both of them kinda come in a package so yeh. HAHA.

But its a very, very bad habit cause i dont even make that much to start with so imagine the amount im spending going through at least a pack of smokes a day, clubbing every other night and drinking everyday.

But gaaawd. It feels sooooo good.
Right now its the ultimate release for me. The only way i know of to just let go and slip into another reality where my problems are so far away from me. Where theres no care in the world and nothing, nothing at all, can touch me. (Cept the pesky pervs that try to dance up on you while you just wanna enjoy yourself. Pfft)

No pictures of me clubbing cause, well..
1. I look horrible when im intoxicated. I turn red really, really easily.
2. Fuck, i am NEVER bringing my $700 camera into a fucking club knowing that im gunna get wasted.

So yeh. Cept that one night with Eve. Luckily she brought a camera so i might steal some of em off her facebook (hopefully) soon. But not the ones of me being totally retarded of course =P

And oukays. The brandy has gotten me tired so its time for me to go listenn to music and relax.
(PS - Saying the word 'relax' is sucha lie. Cause im listening to dance and hard trance and HOW THE FUCK DO YOU RELAX TO THAT. )

XD

Vida Loco

2009-04-05T05:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i sit and wonder...

DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE A LIFE LIKE MINE!?!?!
Cause i swear, it is NUTS. (And the fucking largest nuts around at that.)

Even the people around me agree that my life is a lil crazier then the usual. Life is full of highs and lows ; mine, on the other hand, fluctuates between highs and lows beyond what you can imagine and im not even exaggerating.

Thankfully things seem to be alright now. ~~(No, not gunna say that its a high cause i dont wanna jinx it!)~~
And i am so relieved to be outta the slum i was in.
Thanks to all the awesome people who stood by me. I have better friends then all you losers out there -sticks tongue out- XD Muahaha. Joke.

But seriously. I just hadta get this out to the 3 main people around me ;

Nina (butt plug) Saburi
What the hell am i supposed to say to you ? To the person who's been there since my Secondary school days (DETENTION CLASS !!) and now even when im in a totally different environment as you.
What the hell am i supposed to say to the person who actually understands all my complex, paradoxical thoughts and thinkings and the one person who has never given up on me despite ALL my bitching, whining, moaning, screaming, and rudeness even.
Seriously. What the hell am i supposed to say ?

I love you to bits, bitchass x)

Gordon (so not Irish ) Lye
One of the most amazing guys around who through a series of unexpected events became a very good friend.
And Gordy, you have no clue how grateful i am for you even though it hasnt been a long journey. (Or maybe im wrong, and you'd desert me halfway through ! -gasp- !! JOKE XD)
You're a great dude with an even better sense of humour and way of cheering people up. Just remember, how you were there for me, i'd always be there for you =) Be it with 7 different flavour of subway cookies, your favourite coloured macaroon, goodass wine, lazing around, morning calls, screaming to the sea, dancing our butts off or just goofing around.

QI GUAI LAN JIAO STEAM STEAM !! XD

(Last but most certainly not least)
Wayne (asshole) Hendroff
You. You know there is nothing i can say that would even be 1/10 of how i honestly feel. You know that inside. Despite it all. You know that we've always got each other and that nothing can ever change the fact that we were born to stay in each others life.
I love you bestfriend. Through all the stabbing, strangling, bitching, fighting.

But loves also definitely goes out to Zsa, Keith, Anthea, all the other people who showed concern and the people at Acid.

...

(I think im content )
=)

Oh Karma, Karma.

2009-03-30T13:20:00.000-07:00

He was there constantly,
with affection, care and concern.

She was there constantly,
with neglect, selfishness and intoxication.

Now shes there constantly,
with affection, care and concern.

Now hes there constantly,
with neglect, selfishness and intoxication.

Oh, karma, karma.

She deserves it.

KITTTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN !!!!

2009-03-29T10:39:00.000-07:00

MUTHAEFFING ADORABLENESS !!!!!

(PS- Yes, shes all squashed up. Muahahahaha. Im evviiiiiiiiiiiiil)

Hyper, hyper !
Sober, sober !
Hyper, hyper !
Happy, happy !

Gweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! ^^

Chasing Ghosts

2009-03-25T20:29:00.001-07:00

I think one of my biggest flaws is not knowing how to/when to let go.
Lately, i constantly find myself looking back and remembering all the good times of the past.
But instead of reminiscing and being content with what i had, im wishing and longing for all of it to come back.

Let go.

Stop chasing ghosts..

FuckFuckFuckFuck

2009-03-24T07:56:00.000-07:00

Im safe, up high.
Nothing can touch me.
But why do I feel this party's over...

No pain inside.
You're my protection.
So how do i feel this good sober...

Escape, escape, escape.
I wanna fucking run, hide, live in denial.

And it whispers to me,
"Softly come and play"

And I, I'm falling...
And if i let myself go Im the only one to blame.

Weak, weak, weak.
How'd I let myself succumb to this.

Coming down, coming down.
Spinning round, spinning round, spinning round.
Looking for myself, sober...

When its good then it's good,
It's all good till it goes bad.
Till you try to find the you that you once had.

Repeat, repreat, repat.
Over and over, again and again.

I have heard myself crying never again.
Broken down in agony, just trying to find a friend...

Give up, give up, give up.
Too many times its happened and i just wanna let go.

Im safe, up high.
Nothing can touch me.
But do I feel this party's over...

No pain inside.
You're like perfection.
So how do i feel this good sober...

Down, Down, Down, Down

2009-03-21T20:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wonder if everyone else's life is the same as mine.
The constant highs and lows ; problem after problem.
Cause i honestly dont see other peoples' lifes being filled with such constant drastic changes.
Or maybe its just the whole the grass is always greener on the otherside thing.

It seems like everytime things go smoothly, i get hit in the fucking face with a really huge boulder and fall right back down.

Lifes spiraling downwards. Again.

Constant lows ; problem after problem..

It seems like everything ive been working so hard for is all going down the drain. And this time, after all the other fights, im exhausted.

I know im supposed to be strong. Im supposed to try and not let the things around me drag me down. But how is it even the least humanly possible to fucking do that.

Works been stressing the shit out of me. And everything else isnt helping.

And unfortunately i seem to have slum back into my old habits of intoxicating myself and not thinking to just be free for that howver short while before i close my eyes and drift off to sleep and wake up to the same damn thing over and over again.

And everything is slowly but steadying sucking and draining whatever little life i have left inside outta me.

My bodys deteriorating. Brains malfunctioning. Screaming at me, hurling abuse, telling me to fucking do something before theres another meltdown.

But im tired. Fucking tired.
So effing ready to wave the white flag that im secretly hoping and wishing that the amazing people around me who DO NOT deserve all this shit from me would get fed up and give up so that i can give up on myself.

Cause in all sincerety, i am fucking ready to do that.

No more fights. No more putting up a brave front. No more struggles. No more anything.

I definately believe that theres only so much a person can help someone else. And theres always a point where he/she would give up.

Im ready to give up. Lets all slowly wait and see the people around me give up too ? =)

Laugh Your Asses Off.

2009-03-12T08:49:00.000-07:00

This is what happens at work when i leave my comp unattended with my Friendster logged in.
PS - Click on the pics to enlarge and read what it says on my profile.

L.O. MUTHAEFFING. L.

I hate them. Lol. Cant believe they fucking messed with my Fster and gave away my number. Grr.
And needless to say, Winston was the one behind it.
And he did it when he got me to get his breakfast/lunch for him. Fuck i even got a call to go get ham from Cold Storage, which they did not actually want, just to have more time to edit my Fster.
And i didnt even find out bout it till i started receiving calls and messsages from random people.
Lol. Grr.
But it is things like this that make me love work... fun fun. Even though its at my expense most of the time. Psht.

PPS - To the people who actually managed to get my number... call/text all you want. I wont be replying senseless shit =)

Such Bad Things.

2009-03-11T08:42:00.000-07:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!
The HORROR ! The horrroooooooorrrrr ~~
My ex and my bestfriend !?!?! WTFZZZZZ !?!?
-cries-

JOKE XD

Haha. It was me using Wayne's account on Facebook (Dont have facebook, need to get one soon !) to play poker. Hehehe.
Random. But yeh. Hehe.

To Change, Or Not To Change ?

2009-03-09T20:28:00.000-07:00

Then

...

Now

No more drawn on eyebrows, outrageous clothes, dreads, makeup, big hair...
Whatd ya'll think ?

Upgrade / Downgrade ?
(cause im unsure, pffft)

Swing, Swing.

2009-03-09T01:21:00.000-07:00

Works been driving me mad.
Forcing out major mood swings.
One minute im laughing my ass off.
The next im depressed as fuck.

...
or maybe its just me ?

The Lil' Things

2009-03-08T03:28:00.000-07:00

The reason i occasionally log into MSN for awhile at work ?

Receiving random offline messages from teh bestfriend containing links to random videos from youtube that cheer me up =)

Suppaaaa Kawaiii ! ^^

You Areeee Bliiiiiiiiiiind !!!!!

2009-03-07T09:13:00.000-08:00

This happened at work today :

Lady at Counter with kid: -is all flabergasted- Omg. Do your ears hurt?!?!?
Me: Haha. Naw...
Lady at counter with kid: How long did it take to do that?
Me: -blabbers on explaining the process-
Lady at Counter with kid: -ignores me and talks to kid- Boy ah, look at AUNTIE'S ear. So big !

WTFZ !?!?!?!?
I LOOK LIKE AN AUNTIE !?!!?
-dies-

PS - I officially have no social life thanks to work. -sigh-

100th Post !

2009-03-05T08:38:00.000-08:00

w00ots.
I know. Im lame. Haha.
Anywho...

Im amazed. Its 12.40am and im actually home and relaxed having satisfy my craving for pasta cabonara (courtesy of teh maid) and scrubbing myself down x)

Usually at this hour i would have just gotten home and by the time im done with the stuff i hafta do, itd be round 1++am so i hardly ever get time to just sit down relax and/or be on the comp.
So yes. Today was good -nods-
Works been hectic and not really going great but uh wells..

So... how bout some randomn bits of the week so far !

Took a quiz the other night. Stolen from Audrey's blog x) Hehe.

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Commitment
Death
Where Your life is Going
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Cant say that im surprised with the result at all. Haha.. I get attached to people very easily and am constantly paranoid bout losing them.
And of course with that comes the fear of being alone. Baaah.

Oh. And over the weekends i got really sick.
Damn flu again. + fever =( Total waste of a weekend if you ask me. Psht.
And... im back on my meds again. For anxiety... my doctor seems to think that i need help controling my emotions. (EFF YOU BIIITCH!!!!!!!!)
But i aunnoo.. i dont really like the idea of being able to function normally only with chemicals reacting inside of me.
Boy, arent i a wreck.

Ahem! Right. Moving onnn...

L4D with Nina and Wayne the other night.
Played versus mode and it is fucking amazing ! Ugh. I am so hooked on the game and its burning a hole in my already torn pocket =P

Speaking of L4D ; for all you fans out there, check out this video.
Funny chicken ass shit yo ! x)

Too.Much.Alcohol.

2009-02-27T07:38:00.000-08:00

The past week has been nuts.
For some reason or another ive been intoxicated every single mutha day. x.X
-dies-

But no worries. Cause it isnt like the last time where i barely remembered anything for an aentire month. Haha.
And im not drinking for the sake of escaping from problems no more.
Hell! On certain days i was even made to drink involuntarily! Lol... So yeh. Tis all gooooood.

I AM NOT A DRUNKEN
~~Though it might seem that way sometimes. HAHA~~

Anywho..
Thursday was ELEVATOR!
And one word sums it all up ; FUCKING KICK (hugehairy) ASS XD (I know thats more more then one word. So sue me xP)
And i thought Gordon's birthday was nuts. (He couldnt remember most of it, heh heh heh)
And im pretty sure the majority of you guys have no clue what Elavator is but ima be too lazy to explain XP Shall do it another time.

And i have bout 50+++ pictures from that night and ive yet to even start on editing those from the night at Zirca and i am butt achingly exhausted so all ima do now is post a (not so) mundane picture from Gordy's birthday x)

(PS- If you think this is bad... YOU AINT SEEN SHIT YET. HAHA.)
(PPS_ If you think that this is nothing... WATCH OUT FOR THE PICTURES FROM ELAVATOR . HAHA)

Tata and G'night loverlies !

EEEyEEE Brraaaooooowwhhhsss !!!!

2009-02-23T10:34:00.000-08:00

Okay. So... most of you are right. Ive got my side parting back.. and im hotter (in my dreams la of course, HAHAHA)... but i was focusing more on the fact that ;

I R HAZ AU NATURALE EYEBROWS NOW!!!

Heh heh. Kinda weird... but at least i dont hafta go through god knows how many bottles of liquid eyeliner a month now xP

BUT! Something else that you all have failed to notice would be that i took out my monroe piercing!

LOOKY LOOKY!!!!

Haha. OBLIVIOUS SUCKERS !!! Joke XD

And Anth ! I am so dissappointed in you. You've known me for what, 5ish years now and still you dont know that I CANT LIVE WITHOUT PINK!?!?!?
Tsk XD I would never forsaken my pink moustcaheeeei x)

It makes me feel like a maaan. A very gayass sexy man x)

And... I AM FUCKING TIRED. With work tomorrow... staying back till god knows what time to tattoo. So fuck you all.
I am going to sleep. NOW!

-dies-

3 Random Things. (Due to Insomnia)

2009-02-19T10:03:00.000-08:00

[1.]
What's new with me ?
(Retarded expression is old btw, haha)

First person to guess right gets a free piercing...
Not really. HAHA. But still... can anyone tell the difference ? (People around me shut up cause obviously you know, heh)

[2.]
And this is totally random but its half past 2am and i cant sleep so.. I R HAZ ALCOHOLZ. TRUCKLOADS OF ALCOHOLZ.

[3.]
And.. what else.. lets see.. OH!
And my dog is cuter then yours. Period. x)

Hurhurhur. Be jealous.

Fuckernathan.

2009-02-18T02:32:00.000-08:00

...
I feel like utter utter shit.

Motherchaohaicheebyekaninabuehsibeidulansuckcockdickballsmothereff.
!@#$%^&*()HG#$%^&CF^@#$%^&K!!!

Overload

2009-02-14T20:29:00.000-08:00

So. Many. Pictures.
So. Little. Time.

So... most of you should know by now that im no longer with Wayne.. Broke up with him bout half a year ago.. But.. im fine =) I dont need any of the typical lines that come after the hearing of a breakup. No 'Aww. Are you ok???', thank you.
Cause we're still friends. Hell, he's still the person i trust most and my bestfriend. And i'd always be his lil kitten =^.^=
So all's good.

And speaking of Wayne.. He has gots a new awesome tattoo !
A collaboration done by Carlston and Jean. Poor thing had to sit on the chair and tolerate my jumping around and annoying him while two machines go at him simultaneously. XD Haha. Yes. I am awesome to have around when you're getting tattooed. (/sarcasm)

Anywho !
Peektuuuures ... (before i get too lazy to post them XD)

And the (not so) finished product...

Loads of events and pictures to go still x.X -dies-

This Just In.

2009-02-09T04:35:00.000-08:00

Okay, so i got on MSN today and some random weirdass guy who looks like he belongs in a coffeeshop behind a frying pan with a wok in hand (yes, think fats, oily face and greasy combed back hair) added me and wouldnt stop ask me for an 'intro la'.

It persisted throughout the entire day and finally near closing hours (yours truly was at work) i decided to have a little fun and grant him the conversation he so desired.

Weirdo Guy: Hi.
Me: ??
Weirdo Guy: Intro please ?
Me: Hi. Im Klitoris. 25 years old.
Weirdo: Hi. Im -insert name here- (Yes, he was so insignificant that i forgot his name. Hah.) You single ? Married ?
Me: Nope. Single. Cause im a transexual.
Weirdo: Huh?
Me: Yeah. Singapore doesnt allow gay marriages so i cant get married.
Weirdo: You gay ?
Me: Yah. Even though ive gone through a sex change op, my ic still states that im a man so i cant marry another guy.
Weirdo: HUH? YOU A GUY?!
Me: Yup =)
Weirdo: -LOGS OFF-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Fucking loser x)

But i guess we should give him credit for his perserverance. -nods-
And... im still at work. Waiting for Saburi to arrive so that we can go and play...

Left 4 Dead !!!
I am such a g33k. -pushes non-existant glasses up nose-

Shall see if i have the time later on to post the pictures that are waaaay overdue. Weeeenis ! ^^

Breathing, Breathing still !

2009-02-06T21:12:00.000-08:00

Im Aliiiiiiiiiiiiiive.
Muahahahaha.
-cue lightning and maniacal laughter- (thankyewzverhmuch)

Wow.
2009 now. And the last time i blogged was god knows when...
2008 was... how shall i put it ? Eventful?
Haha. Fuck. '08 was a fucking rollercoaster ride with what seemed (at that point) to be infinite twists, turns, ups and downs.
Overwhelming at times but i guess the important thing is that i pulled through. Hah.

And life has changed alot.. again.. as usual. x)
But i guess they dont say that the only constant thing in the world is change for nothing ey ?

Quick recap of '08 anyone ?

- Started work in Acid Crue officially (Without a muthafucking doubt, best thing to happen in '08)
- Changed my hair LOADS of times. (Then again, it happens every year, hah.)
- Had dreads (final-fucking-ly)
- Got out of a (almost) 3 year relationship. (Still unsure about my reaction to that)
- Had another bad relationship-ish. (Absolutely certain of how i feel bout that, hah. But lets just put it behind us)
- Was living outside for awhile. (But im back home now ! Thank god for that XD)
- Got wasted everyday/night for a month straight. (Totally regret that time. Glad that its over too)
- Single for the first time since i wa 13. HAHAHA. (Hard at first cause its just weird but after awhile i got used to it and am now enjoying my singlehood. w00ts)
- Learnt alot bout life in general. (Grateful for that for sure!)

So, yeh... guess 2008 was a good year. Despite being put through alot of shit and doing stuff i regret.
But i guess if you live a life of nothing but pure happiness and no regrets, it isnt really living now issit ?
Cause life isnt just bout the good times... but rather living every second ; be it bad or good.

2009 started off with loads of awesome events !
The re-opening of a new Acid Crue (we moved to the shop previously beside ours in Peninsula Shopping Centre, from #01-29 to #01-30, previously a camera shop) which is now bigger, with two new artists and more services. (Check out, www.acidcrue.blogspot.com, for more details)

And then there was, as many of you already know, the Tattoo Convention! Which was a nice experience to me.. but definately not as great as the 'opening party' at Zirca the night before with Shane, Roland, Susan and Wellie doing play piercings and suspension for the first time in S'pore.

Bottomline, January was HECTIC. Event after event, people after people. I barely had time to stop for a breather. Hence the lack of activity online also.
But things have started to slow down and are maintaning at a constant pace for now so im just gunna enjoy the peace while it lasts cause god knows when itd all start up again.

And as usual, SHITLOADS of pics in my camera. Shall upload them over the next few days.. hopefully. Keyword ; hopefully. Hah.

Till then... YOU ALL SHALL SUFFER.
Muhaha.
Xoxox biznatches.

2008-12-24T19:40:00.000-08:00

Shit always seem to happen to me round festive seasons.
Ugh.
Such bad luck.
And ive had more then 24 hours of sleep and now im awake as fuck but its 11am in the morning so no one else is and im BORED.

I hate being alone...

PEOPLE NEED TO WAKE UP DAMNIT.

Nvm. Im fine.
Clubbing tonight.
Clubbing tonight.

TIME TO GET WASTED =DDDDD

Its time to change...

2008-12-23T09:06:00.001-08:00

So muchs happened in the past few months and so much shyte has happened... i dont even know where to start.
So many mistakes ive made.
So much drama.

I cant believe i let myself get into all the shit...
I need to wake up. Seriously.
I need to get over everything. And soon.

No. This time, im not gunna let myself fall again.
People are right. I am stronger then i think i am.
I shouldnt let losers bring me down.
Im better then that.

Im always refusing to grow up... i refuse to listen to people who really care for me.
And i need to stop all that.
I need to grow up. Its about time.

No more lying to myself. No more letting dumbass shit affect me.
No more living in denial.
People are right. Im better then that. And ive done nothing wrong to deserve all that shit.

Some people are just not worth it.
And NO . This is the last time im gunna let anyone use me.
And this is gunna be the last time im letting myself fall for stupid arses.

Work is the first priority now.
And i should be grateful. Cause i have like the most awesome job in the world (to me XD) with the best people around.

Show your love and concern to people who deserve it.
People who really love and care about you.

And even though this might sound really egoistic and stuck up.
I deserve better.
And some people are just so full of shit.

What goes around, comes around

Im gunna be happy. I will get over this. And i will be happy.

Deafening Silence

2008-09-21T13:29:00.000-07:00

I hate being awake alone in the middle of the night.
Its probably the quietest time in the entire 24 hours, leaving you with no choice but to let your mind wander...
And i usually love the rain... but not this time.

-

2008-09-19T09:07:00.000-07:00

Its precious. Oh so precious.
But truth is, no one really pays much attention to it.
Sure, we talk about it all the time...
It rolls off our tongue with much ease but how many of us truly give much thought to it till we realise its gone...

Trust me on this.

Such feelings...

2008-09-16T07:43:00.000-07:00

I feel hurt.
I feel upset.
I feel angry.
I feel lost.

But most of all...
I feel betrayed.

So fuck you.
Fuck all of you.

It shouldnt...

2008-09-14T14:19:00.000-07:00

Once in a house on a hill
A boy got angry
He broke into my heart

For a day and a night
I stayed beside him
Until I had no hope

So I came down the hill
Of course I was hurt
But then I started to think

It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

There's a bar by the dock
Where I found myself
Drinking with this man
He offered me a cigarette
And I accepted
'Cause it's been a very long time
As it burned 'till the end
I thought of the boy
No one could ever forget

It shouldn't hurt me to be free
It's what I really need
To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

To pull myself together
But if it's so good being free
Would you mind telling me
Why I don't know what to do with myself

Supa Bored.

2008-09-11T09:52:00.000-07:00

Im super bored...
And.. uuhhh... erm...
I have run outta things to say.
WoW.

Shall go draw. -nods-

[ Replies to Cbox Msgs ]

vicky - thanks. they look magenta tho =(

passerby - vert labret ? definately. why not. just dont come in sch u. lol.

sue - haha. loads of others like me around.

evonne - OMG ! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN WOMAN !? eh. call me one day or summin.

passer - blue sounds good. and id love turqoise. but it fades into an awful shade of puke green, lol. so yeh.

pb - thanks. im 17.and chinese.

delia - haha. thanks.

passerby - a few weeks ? depends on each individual really and how well you take care of it.

vic - thanks.

DLF - thanks. haha. im better now.

fuckthiswar - this is a weirdass powder that i mix myself. and its actually even brighter in person. but i didnt colour it on black. i had bleached my entire head to a really almost white shade of blonde previously and left streaks when i coloured the black in and added the pink on later.

reader - i dont think i OWE anyone anything. but like i said before, ill try to do a video when im free. im sorry i have a life outside the internet.

nina - I WILL COUGH ON YOU XD i miss you =(

Tanny - eh cb. when wanna meet again. miss you toooo.

liy - jealous of what !? LOL.

jessica - thank you doll.

dan - thanks BUT FUCK YOU. WHY NEVER COME FIND ME.

reader - thanks. and yesh.my bf is the cutest XDDD

moy - thank yewz !!!! miss chu la.

Jaryllyn - i think... i know what youre talking bout. lol. when you coming back to the land of laksa and oyster omelette ?

thea - MEATSPIN!!! i ish heart brokens over blink.

cheryl - lol. its alright. everyone starts out as random strangers. and thanks. do keep in contact once in a while. preferably through here cause my fster is so dead. haha.

eddy - gawd. WHEN!?

wawa - thanks. who are you ?

dent - seven days a week.

:) - apparently. i didnt catch it tho. haha.

val - -is loser-

Boom Baby !

2008-09-10T08:19:00.000-07:00

I AM BACK !But sadly, i have yet to fully recover.
What's even sadder is the fact that i received my order of bulk hair all the way from Merry Ol' England just the other day which means i am now all geared up for more dread making... cept for the fact that i cant due to my body being a bitch and nose leaking like a well... leaky pipe.
Ahhh~ Woe is me.

Woe is me !!

And the sister of mine isnt happy cause her order of some James Bond books or w/e have yet to arrived even though we paid for our separate orders on the same day.
Muahahaha.

So till then i shall just lust over lovely packets of KK and fantasize of my soon to be dreads.

I swear i can hear it calling out to me in the wee hours of the night.
Tis sad.
Tis very sad.

Its Aliiiiiiiveeeh !

2008-09-07T07:42:00.000-07:00

I.Can.Move.
FINALLY.
After 4 days of being bed-ridden. It feels good to be able to ~~move~~ crawl around and ~~grope my bf's dick~~ grab stuff etc.
The fever refuses to be gone. But at least im aware of my surroundings now.

I miss doing stuff.
I miss eating.
I miss my friends.
I miss being a moron and prancing about irritating others.
I miss drawing.
I miss doing piercings.
I miss work.

Shall upload pictures of the other day to remind myself of happier times and hope that this terrible sickness goes away fast.

[OOOOh. An Eye !!! How mysterious !]
[I love you darling !][BUTT CRACK!][I love you girls.]
I WANNA GET BETTER.
NOW !!!!!
-whines-
I wanna go to work tomorrow =(

Innn. Flew. Enn. Zaa. (By the boyfriend)

2008-09-05T07:17:00.000-07:00

HEADLINES: Stupid Kitten sick!
Thus, I, the lovely boyfriend is blogging for her.
As predicted, my poor lil kitten is sick! I guess it is inevitable seeing as how everyone at her workplace was falling sick and how I even, have yet to fully recover from my sickness.
No one can run away from impending doom I tell you!!!

Brought her to see a doctor today, an incompetent one might I add who claimed that she is fine and doesnt need much medication.
But then again maybe it is the unluckiness that is her that whenever she goes to a doctor, her fever subsides and when she comes back home, her temperature shoots up to a 38.9 degree Celsius again.

As I write this post, The Simpsons is playing in the background on the Playstation. My stupid kitten is so zonked out (on meds or maybe the fever is making her stupid, I don't know.) that she can't even lift a finger to press the play button to start an episode. But I still lurve her. Hehehehe.

SEE! i can be narcissistic too XD

Alleviation

2008-09-01T07:09:00.000-07:00

Ever since i dyed my hair black, ive been itching to change it (yes, again).
And so awhile back, i caved in and made an order for bulk hair online so that i can make dreads !

Brought upon myself unnecessary stress over the weekends as i made the mistake of using Western Union to pay for my order ; they are stupid. Period.
Apparently they have their own system/way of converting currencies ( in this case from SGD to Pounds ) and thus fucked up my order causing me very valuable waiting time. (Ok, not really, but im just KANCHIONG !!!!)So...
EFF YOU, WESTERN UNION.
And get this, you have to be AT LEAST 21 to send money overseas. Its ridiculous, aint it.
Not to mention they charge a whooping $20+ 'processing fee'. PSHT. They are a bunch of blood suckers.
BLARGH!

But at least the people whom i ordered the bulk hair from are nice...

On this occasion, they have paid £27.65

Western Union convert at their own rates so you can't work it out yourself.
If/when you next order, you have to tell them how much you want the receiver to get and let them work out how much you need to pay.

We will send your order.

Regards,
Kelley

Due to stupid Western Union, the payment i made was about a pound or 2 short from what i was supposed to pay.
But thankfully they were benevolent and were willing to absorb the difference and ship me my package anyways.
So as of today, my package has been officially shipped out ! Yayness !
Commencing countdown !

[Edit]:

TISH IS CUTER THEN ALL OF CHU !!!
MUTHAEFFFS XD

Ennui

2008-08-31T07:35:00.000-07:00

So i got bored...And this happened...Which resulted in this...w00ts !
Right. Moving onnn...
The poor boyfriend of mine is sick. =(
Has a temperature of almost 39 degrees.. so he's been sleeping all day and night and im bored as fuck.
Plus, the air-conditioner has to be kept cooolllddd and as such, im all wrapped up in a hoodie and blanket and shivering away while i type this.

Also, i spent the entire afternoon nursing my baby and while he was asleep, i went to curl my hair ^^
I think it looks better then the last time... i aunno XD

And this just happened ;

Dan: Im glad you like it (referring to the bag he brought back from London for moix)
Me: I love it ! I'd make mad sex with it !
Dan:LOL. YEA OMG WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO LET ME HAVE SEX WITH IT MAN!
Me:-dies from laughter-

Im BORED !!! Shall go disturb random people on msn then im off to draw !

What, What. ( In the Butt )

2008-08-30T22:00:00.000-07:00

EHEHEHEHEHE

Ecstatic Excitement!

2008-08-28T09:59:00.000-07:00

I R HAS PLUG !
For awhile now, my left lobe has been at the goal size (for now XD) of 38mm. And with the arrival of some moolah, i decided to order a nice plug to wear instead of the usual bottle / acrylic paint cap / whatever weirdass item i can use.

Spent a few good days waking up to the feeling of excitement and nervousness only to be disappointed. I swear the anticipation can kill.
But thankfully Tuesday came and so did my plugs ! Muha !

And i was tres tempted to just wear it the moment i laid my hands on it but decided against it cause it looked a lil wonky. Haha. So it spent a day in the autoclave machine in the shop and i went back bright and early the next day to retrieve my baby.
Needless to say, i immediately proceeded to lubricate it and pop it into my ear (went in with ease!) and promptly showed it off to everyone i could.

THEY ARE ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS.
Made of stainless steel, single flared with an o-ring on one side and really light.
Thus making it good for my poor tortured lobe. -huggles lobe- Tis alright, mommy loves you XD

I LOVE YOU !!!
For your lovely plugs, fast shipping and giving me a gr8 orgasm !

PS - You cant really tell but i am actually brow-less in teh pic XDDD

Oh So Random

2008-08-26T11:16:00.001-07:00

NICE FACIAL BITCH ! XD
The boyfriend and i were totally amused by the new tissue box that magically appeared out of thin air in my room.
Right, so it didnt appear out of nowhere ; my maid put it there. But we were amused nonetheless. -sticks tongue out-

And ive been hit with the symptoms of pink hair withdrawal ! Suffering the pangs of agony and greiving over what was once faux cotton candy. HA (not so much) HA.
I miss my pink hair =(
Shall attempt to comfort myself by shoving random pink items into my septum. Yeeee!

PS - No, theres not really a point to this post. Im just trying to entertain myself while i wait for the boyfriend.

Hey There, Plain Jane !

2008-08-24T10:18:00.000-07:00

OH MY GAWDZXZ.
(Not so) Sorry to disappoint, but yours truly is a plain Jane now. Heh heh.
Sooorrrrtaaa...
"Awwww... my lil gothic girl is back. HAHAHAHAHA" - Wayne
=.=
Fruitful Sunday i must say.
Woke up in the late afternoon and spent it munching on supa oily, heart attack inducing fast food. (Mac's ; & i had chicken nuggets in case any of you were wondering ^^)
I wanted Pizza but the annoying sisters of mine refused so it was 2 against 1 and needless to say, i was denied my lovely cheesy wonder.

Moving on...
As you can tell. I R Black headz now.
Am uncertain about how i feel about it... one minute im in love with myself and the next i wanna take an axe to my no longer pink locks.
Guess i shall wait a few days to see if i wanna keep it this way.
I should prolly really stop torturing my hair though. It feels like straw - the one thats used for bedding and feed for animals ; not the one you suck with. (HAHAHA. Bad joke, but screw it, im entertained XD)
But knowing me... i wont. =)

Also, Tanny came over and we had steamboat ! And messed around with my hair for a (not so) little bit and...

Tadaa !

I think i look like a poodle. XD

On a totallyz random note (yes, again, HAHA) -
The boyfriend stumbled on this video on youtube just now. And once again, i am uncertain of how i feel about it. Lol.
I guess the only word i can think of to describe it for now is ... weird. Seriously. Or maybe, WTFZXZXZ
Behold...

[Edit]
Southpark version of the weird Butt fetish song XD
It be k00l3r.

YouToob
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

LoveLove for the Sushi Roll !

2008-08-20T10:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MY PRECIOUS LIL COCK MASTER !!!!!

I R LUB CHU BERI MUCH !!!!!!
Infinite x's & o's

And thats all for now cause i am so fucking wast3d. HAHAHA.
And the bf's all knonk'd out on the bed, next to me right now, hugging (and suffocating) the poor dog, lol.

Hope you had fun Saburi ! We love you more then any other half Japanese things XD

And this is totally random but...
Say hello to my smexaye chipped nails.. and lack of makeup. HAHA.
My chipped nails are cooler than your chipped nails

I Have Straw For Hair.

2008-08-18T07:21:00.000-07:00

Seems true doesnt it ? HAHA.
And its all faded and supposedly the colour of peaches now. Or white (=.=) according to some people. Hur. Arses. -shakes fists-

And ive been wrecking my brains out, trying to decide what to do with it but to no avail.
Should i get dreads ?
Should i dye it black again and get curls ?
Or should i bleach it again and/or add pink ?
Fuckit. I shall shave my head BALD.Ok, not really, but still.

Right. Moving on...
Ive been so crazed lately, what with work and all, I barely have time to be on the comp now, let alone blog.
Tis sad XD
But at least i get to do what i like. And draw eveeerryyyyday ^^

And im waaaay backlogged. I have tons of messages/comments to reply to be it on Fster or Iam. Anyone wanna do it for me ? Haha.
Screw the net. I cant be arsed anymore.

Nowadays when i get home from work, all i wanna do is stuff myself with yummilicious food and cuddle with the boyfriend.
So thats what im gunna go do now. So screw you all and have a good night ! Muha.

Im sorry m'love. Im a bitch. I hope you know that no matter what, id still love you...
LEMONBERRY FOREVER!!!!!
I lub chu =( Im sorry !!!

Embarassing Moments & Stretched Labrets.

2008-08-13T10:21:00.000-07:00

Today, i FINALLY got a visit from my loverzzz whom i havent seen in ages.
Yesh. Anth anth FINALLY dropped by Acid Crue. Like, hello ! Its about time =.= I hate chu. And i r sad cause you say i fat =( LOL.

Embarrassing thing happened though.
I stepped outta Acid, saw Dan and someone else whose face i didnt look at and assumed was Felicia (cause the 3 of them are usually always together) and reached out my arms to attempt to carry out a beeeeeeeeeeg hug.

Dan was all 'HEEEEEEY -comes over-'
I turn to the other person all ready for a lil ~~groping of b00bie~~ loving and i saw an unfamiliar face looking at me as though i was some mad person on the loose.
So i immediately retracted my arms and well... couldnt stop laughing at myself XD
Talk about majoorrr throw face-ness. =.=

On a separate note ;
Met Dong a few nights ago and stretched my lip. (Totally no link ! But read on... lol) Went all the way to some desolated corner of an oddly named street to look for him. He was doing recordings for his band -- Astroninja. That night was also the first night ive ever laid ~~eyes~~ ears on their music... and their band. Haha. Im a local music scene dummy. So sue me =P
(Here comes the link between Dong and my stretched labret) Ended up with alcohol in my system (From the 1 drink Dong owed me) and on the very same night i stretched my lip and thus i had to endure a seriously annoying fat lip for the next few days. (SEE MY SOTRY GOT LINK!!!! LOL)

But thankfully i took care of it and its healing fine now...

8mm Babeh ! (Finally!!!)
Imma happy lil kitten and i shall retire to bed now ^^
G'night all!

Shake, Shake. Shake, Shake, Uh, SHAKE IT!

2008-08-09T09:39:00.000-07:00

My annoying younger sister got me hooked on that song. I cant help iitttttt.
Tis gh3y.
But catchy... so to whoever thats gunna be snide comments bout me cause of it, you can...

KISS MY MUTHA.EFFING ARSE
MUAHAHAHA!!
Alright.
That aside... Morning was horrid.
Fought with the bf.
Then got to work early but Acid wasnt open yet so it resulted in me loitering around Penin aimlessly while resisting the urge to strangle all the irritants around.
The place is seriously infected with fuckwits.

But thankfully it all got better as the day went by. Its always a good thing to work with fun people you like.
Also did a few pierrrciiings ; all was great. Ima happy !

But something disheartening happened. Did a center labret for some guy and it turned out really well. He left the shop happy with a new addition to his face, i cleaned my station up feeling satisfied and all was well... till he came back less then an hour later with the stud in his hands -- "I took it out when i was eating"

Mega WTFZ.
Seriously... I dont know what to say.
And NO, i wasnt a moron who didnt tell him the aftercare. In fact, i always go through aftercare with my customers thoroughly. Including telling them NOT to change/remove the jewelery till the piercing is fully healed.
But i guess that theres always only so much you can do... and hopefully hes learnt his lesson.

On a cheerior note ;
Ended the night with a nice and simple dinner with the bf at S'goon Gardens to celebrate our 31st Monthsary. Heh heh.
Surprised the bf with a Iron Cross belt buckle.

[Hope you like it, sweetheart ! You know me love you nong nong ! =) Happy Monthsary !]

Remnants of Yesterdays

2008-08-07T09:34:00.000-07:00

[My absolute FAVOURIIITE pic from the day of adventure with Mr Horinaka]
Oh. And meet Shane's dog -- Danger.
And i quote (Shane) ; 'MY DOG DAMN FIERCE RIGHT!?!?!'

EL.OH.EL.
Like wth !? Its so adorable !! ~~(Much more adorable then Shane. JOKE XD)~~ Haha.
Ahhhh...
We are gunna miss you Mr Hori-Nata-De-Co-Co when you go back to the land of Rosti and Amazingness =(

PS - I think Tish cuter though. Hehehe.

Alright. Now i need to go and create banners for moi cause im such a narcissitic whore. But before i go, i shall melt your eyeballs once more with a pic of me. (Cause as ive already mentioned, im a mega narc. thankyewzverhmuch)

IAM BIG HEAD

False Pretense

2008-08-05T09:10:00.000-07:00

I think i sound like a total lezbinams, which is kinda true cept in the context of you, but i miss you terribly...

I cant afford to though.
So how bout some funnies to make it seem as though everything is perfectly fine ?

The video is seriously way too cute.
Southpark pwns. 'Nuff said.

And in case you're interested ...

Kyle's mom's a bitch, she's a big fat bitch,
She's the biggest bitch in the whole wide world,
She's a stupid bitch, if there ever was a bitch,
She's a bitch to all the boys and girls.

On Monday she's a bitch
On Tuesday she's a bitch
On Wednesday thru Saturday she's a bitch
Then on Sunday just to be different,
Shes u super king kamehameha bitch

Have you ever met my friend Kyle's Mom,
She's the biggest bitch in the whole wide world,
She's a mean old bitch, she has stupid hair,
She's a bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch
Bitch, bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch
She's a stupid bitch, Kyle's Mom's a bitch,
And she's such a dirty bitch.

Talk to kids around the world,
It might go a little something like this...

[Sung in three different languages by other children]

Have you ever met my friend Kyle's Mom,
She's the biggest bitch in the whole wide world,
She's a mean old bitch, she has stupid hair,
She's a bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch
Bitch, bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch.
She's a stupid bitch, Kyle's Mom's a bitch,
And she's such a dirty bitch;

I really mean it,
Kyle's Mom, she's a big fat, stinking bitch
Big old fat fuckin' bitch, Kyle's Mommmmmmmmmmm
Yeahhhhh, Chaaaaa

Inkslinging Sweetness!

2008-08-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

Alright. So this is waaay overdue.
But hey, better late than never right ?

Alright. So approximately two weeks ago. The boyfriend and i visited a dear (not really that) old friend and left with an immensely gorgeous work of art.

Behold!
The big ~~zonked out~~ googly eyes of the magnificent artist...

And for those who are wondering who that is, it is none other than Shane Horinaka.
Who, in my opinion, is one of the best tattoo artists in S'pore.

Spent the entire late afternoon/evening to night at his place. Slacking, smoking, talking, playing with his dog and watching the boyfriend get inked.
Uber awesomeness, indeed!

[Lovely boyfriend awaiting impending doooom!][My brave baby embracing the pain and all of its glory without anaesthetics][Camwhore Time!][I was caught off guard thus the retarded face]
Loads more pictures but im lazy to upload. So i guess that thats enough for now.

And to those who are wondering about Shane Horinaka.
You can find out more from the following must-visit sites!

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2008-07-31T11:22:00.000-07:00

The Horror

2008-07-29T07:04:00.000-07:00

This is a tragedy...
A ghastly, unfortunate tragedy.

It is more terrible then the most horrendous calamity to have ever hit mankind.
More frightening then all the lucid nightmares in the world.
It is even more horrid... then walking into the bathroom and seeing your grandfather attempt to shave his balls with one of his legs propped onto the bathroom sink.

'Lo and behold,
the worst tragedy, ever...
I R HAS NO MORE FRUIT LOOOOOPS!!!!!
I R Veri Sad =(
And yes, i polished off an entire box of it in a day. I should get an award for this x)
Farrrkkk!
Someone buy me Fruit Loops, damnit ! I dont care if its 1 am in the night.

I. NEED. FRUIT. LOOOOOPS. !!!!!
-sulks-
Moving ooonnnn...
Certain things that i need to get off my fat arse to do. Better list them down lest it slips my amnesic brain~~(on purpose, of course)~~.

To do list :
+ Revamp online blogshop / e-store thingamadick. Its been growing mould for awhile now so yeh. Need to find time to dust off all the cobwebs.
+ Connected to the blogshop ; set up a page for Synthetic Dreads!
+ Clean / pack up closet. Ever since i started work, its been a mess. I have like a million pieces of items in there, in which only bout 10% i wear ? So it definitely needs a good tidying.
+ Pack up room. & NOT at 3am in the morn. (I tend to have the urge to tidy my room at odd hours of the night/day)

And i cant think of anymore things so that shall be all for now.
Work tomorrow!
Time to catch some shut-eye.

But before i go, i shall give ya'll the video of the supposed "real" Kitty Cat video thing on youtube.

PS - I still think that the first one that i showed is cuter xP

Munch Munch (on hair & fruit loops!)

2008-07-28T08:15:00.000-07:00

Time was of the abundance today thus leading to my abject boredom.
Okay, so i wasnt really that free but i tend to refrain from doing anything that needs to be done till the last minute. XD
Sometimes i feel like im in dire need of some discipline. Keyword being SOMETIMES, of course.
But thankfully the thought slips through my mind as swiftly as it slips in...

Anyways.
So i was lazing around my room when the glint of a pair of scissors, laying around inconspicuously, caught my eye. I'm easily distracted by shiny, flashy, bright things you see, so i got up.
Next thing you know, the scissors went,SNIP SNIP
And now yours truly has layers =)
Not much diff but im pretty happy with the result. Hopefully it stays that way.

Spent the rest of the day/night with Wayne's Nanny. Had dinner and got myself some FRUIT LOOPS!!!!
I am most definitely, currently obsessing over them.
But then again, how can anyone with a decent set of taste buds not ?
Theyre probably the best cereal ever!
Next to Fruity Pebbles, Alpha-bits (that cant be found anymore =( ), Banana Nut Crunch, Frosty Flakes, Cocoa Puffs and the list goes on.
Okay, im a cereal junkie. So sue me =P
Hell, its like i was born with the sole purpose of eating in life. I absolutely cannot resist food.
Yes, despite how i look, i eat a whole lot. And no, im not anorexic. I think im the last person on Earth who could get Anorexia, HAHA.

Alright. Im off to soak myself in warm water with loads of soap bubbles now!
Maybe ill come back to continue this later.. or not. We'll see!

[Edit] :
I feel really sick now cause i just polished off an entire weeks worth of Fruit Loops and NO, im not kidding.

So i shall just post random funny videos from YouTube for your amusement. (I am so nice XD)
Some courtesy of Jerry from the night we stayed in the shop till late doing nothing but showing each other stupid videos, HAHA.

Stop and Smell the Roses Strawberries!

2008-07-27T10:04:00.000-07:00

Had the day off today and spent it with the family!
Went to Punggol Park with teh sisters + boyfriend + grams + aunty + uncle and cousins.
Took Tish for a much needed stroll cause she is seriously overweight now. My ah ma refuses to believe that and insists that the fact that she cant run fast anymore is due to old age even though Tish is only 5 =.=

Had dinner at the cafe, Bliss. Havent been there in ages! Gawd, i miss the food.
Everything is so frigging good.
And the ambiance is also lovely... + there are less mosquitoes now x)
I guess the only downside is that we werent allowed to sit at the canopy(?) area as we had Tish and the fact that dogs arent allowed up on the chairs.
But i put Tish up on one anyways XD And fed her food from their utensils, HAHA.

[Gratin Cheeekin & Pasta in Cream Sauce! Yuuumm][Ham & Cheese stix + Mushroom Soup][Cousin!]
Also, i cant believe im saying this but my younger sister is ingenious. She can make Oreo Crush (Bubble Tea)! Haha.
So i got her to teach me and made a cup for teh boyfriend cause he's obsessed with it ^^

Referring to the 2nd Pic :
Me: Omg. Bun! Whats this!?!?!
Boyfriend: Oh.. -sheepishly and in the most adorable tone ever- M&Ms?
Me: -gives a WTFZZZ face-
Boyfriend: WHAT!? Its to make up for the lack of pearls (usually found in Bubble Tea)

LOL.

And speaking of Oreos!
Just the other day, someone told me something that i find seriously amusing XD

Jennifer: OMG. I LOOK AT YOUR EAR AND I NEVER WANNA EAT OREOS AGAIN!
Me: ... why !?
Jennifer: It looks actually like it!
Me: LOL.
Jennifer: YES RIGHT!? The left one looks like the biscuit and the right one looks like the other half with the cream!!!!

She is so adorable, LOL.
And i proceeded to tell it to my sisters and mom today which resulted in them being disgusted but entertained at the same time.
Ahhhh~ Such is life x)

And this post has become seriously long and draggy so i shall stop here and go off to rest !

G'night All!

With a Bed of Roses, Comes the Thorns to Prick.

2008-07-26T08:49:00.000-07:00

Despite being sick, this week has been rather eventful.
But unfortunately, not all the events have been good.

Thumbs Up :
+ Customers have been drifting in, at a slow pace no doubt, but hopefully it only gets better as time passes. -crosses fingers-
+ Work has been continuing smoothly (THANK GOD! or whatever.. im just fucking grateful!) - cleaning up here and there, watching more people get inked and enjoying the company of the 'crew' XD
+ Did a few drawings which managed not to get thrown into the dumpsters. (I tend to draw up a piece, find it unsatisfactory and throw it away, so sue me)
+ Met up with Sushi Roolll & Tanny. Lovelove!
+ Also managed to meet up with the sengkang peeepurrrz whom i havent seen in ages. I miss them. Blah.
+ Received quite a few nice surprise visits;
+ Imai brought her friend, Louisa (Im nice, i bothered to remember her name ^^) down for a piercing. Hope to see you guys again!
+ DongDong popped by also! Heh. Was nice seeing you. Im sorry i crashed your 'parteeeh' idea this weekend. NEXT WEEKEND OKAY?!?! And you owe me a drink =P
+ MengKwang dropped by during break and after school for wuzzy break too! Twas nice seeing yoooooh. ^^ See you next break time ? Haha.
+ Boyfriend and I have been doing great. Ich Liebe Dich! =)

Thumbs Down :
+ I think im gunna lose a friend due to work.
+ I think im losing a friend due to work.
+ I think ive lost a friend due to work.

FUCK IT

PS -

Wednesday, July 23, 2008
On a cheerior note, today was absolutely, tremendously sweeeeeeet!
Shall not reveal what happened today till the weekends, maybe ? Cause i love torturing people like that, MUHA.
But lets just say that it involved ink. And a dear, dear old friend that me and my bf miss truckloads!
So check back this weekend if you wanna know what happened XD

I know i promised to blog about Wednesday, but im feeling quite down right now so i shall just do the update tomorrow (hopefully).
Sorry!

Screw the (Waaay too) Common Flu

2008-07-23T13:05:00.001-07:00

Its sad.
So sad.
Its a sad sad situation.

For yours truly is sick.

HOW TO GO TO WORK TOMORROW?!
I dont wanna call in sick.

On a cheerior note, today was absolutely, tremendously sweeeeeeet!
Shall not reveal what happened today till the weekends, maybe ? Cause i love torturing people like that, MUHA.
But lets just say that it involved ink. And a dear, dear old friend that me and my bf miss truckloads!
So check back this weekend if you wanna know what happened XD
Till then...

I HATE THE FUCKING FLU

Kitty Outta the Bag

2008-07-21T08:53:00.000-07:00

Just got home not too long ago and now here i am, sitting infront of the comp, feeling really clean and comfortable after scrubbing my skin raw and blowing soap bubbles, all ready to unleash some major ~~verbal~~ text/pixel diarrhea. (While the lovely boyfriend blow dries my hair, heh. I wub chus mucherlies, baby!)

Right. Anyways!
Loads of questions and rumours going around as to where i work. And i didnt wanna let my work be known previously cause i didnt wanna jinx anything. But now that i've gone through 2 proper weeks of work without any fuckups, i feel safe enough to say it.
Afterall, i had also promised that i would =)

Yes. So for those of you who still havent found out,

Yours truly is now working as a body piercer, at
ACID CRUE Tattoo Studio
3 Coleman St, #01-29
Peninsula Shopping Centre

So if you're interested in getting a piercing or two by me, leave me a message, email me or just drop by.
However, im only working 4 days a week -- Tues, Thurs, Fri & Sat. So its best if you contact me before dropping by.

Muha.
I love my work ^^ And even though ive only been there for two weeks, its been a great two weeks ; piercing, drawing, watching people getting inked, cleaning up the studio abit, hanging out.
All that makes me a happy lil kitten -nods-

And now its time for random pics taken in the studio ;

[So many purdy coloooours][Namakubiiiii XD]

Also,
Muchos thanks to teh Boss for the opportunity, of course, and JP for the tips on drawing and Don for teaching me how to vacuum (lol!)
And my loverlies ; Nina, Tanny & Yang Qian for the surprise visits!
And most importantly to the wonderful boyfriend of mine, who never fails to bring me to work and pick me up and tolerate all my shit while spoiling me. Me love you long time baby. -hugtackle-

On a totally seperate and random note,
I am craving for Yoshinoya's Salmon Bowl. Saaaaalmooooon goooooooooood x.X

Also, my Lava Lamp is amazing cause even after it is turned off, the goo inside still moves about and creates amusing ~~BALLS!!!!!!!!~~shapes XD

And as im typing all these, my throat feels like its filled with Tobasco sauce and i keep sneezing.
Oh, please, please, PLEASE dont let me fall sick. Again.

And You Give Yourself Away...

2008-07-20T14:59:00.000-07:00

I hate it when people drift apart.

I've never had much.
Maybe thats why i always hold on so tightly to whatever i have.

But sometimes, no matter how hard you try or how much effort you put in, certan things are inevitable or they just simply dont work out.

I've never had much.
Maybe thats why i always hold on so tightly to my friends.

But it shouldnt be this way, should it ? Afterall, its things like these ; friendships / relationships that takes two to make work. It would never work out if its one-sided.

I've never had much.
Maybe thats why i always hold on so tightly to you.

But if we're really such bestfriends, why do i feel so insecure just cause you're starting to get close to someone else ? Why do i feel upset ? Why do i feel so insignificant ?

I hate it when people drift apart.

But how could we be 'drifting apart' when im constantly trying to maintain our relationship ?

Oh wait.
Maybe its cause you dont care.
Maybe its cause you never did.

At least thats how it feels to me...

Random Bits of Fluff

2008-07-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

[WAYNE TOOK NINAS SLIPPER AND HUNG IT ON A TREE. LOLOLOL][SO MUCH MAKE UPPPPPPP X.X][ LOLOLOL. NINAMS!!!! ]

I be having headache now.
Work was fine as usual.
Not much to say really... cept that im realllyyy tired.
And i made the mistake of chugging down a can of red bull which resulted in my body being really tired but my eyes being all O.O!!!!! And i cannot stop blabbering and its annoying the fuck outta the boyfriend, LOL.

Shall go rest now. -nods- Work again tomorrow!
But before i go...

RED BULL GIVES YOU GOOD WILL HUMPING, BITCHES!!!!

PS - EARLY FOR WORK TODAY!!!! Got there and the shop wasnt even open yet! Muahahaha.

AKU HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH.

2008-07-16T10:11:00.000-07:00

(Title of post = inside joke. Dont bother XD)

Right. Anywaaaays.
No work today.
Instead, it was spent with my boyfriend and my two loverlies ! [insert heart shape here pleeaaase]
Had a blast all the way from Hougang Mall -- munching on snacks, grocery shopping (and by grocery shopping i actually mean acting like a couple of idiots and making everyone stare at us) and slacking. To mine -- where we proceeded to act like total doofuses, camming with Anthea online and just having everything like last time.
So yeh... i enjoyed my day, tremendously !

And since its gunna be 2am soon, i shall just upload the pictures taken from my webcam cause i dont have time, neither can i be arsed to edit the ones from my cam.
I need to sleep soooon.
Work tomorrow! AND, NO ! I REFUSE TO BE LATE ! ~~(Havent really been on time once since i started working)~~
Need to reach by 12.30am. -dies- Why cant they like open shop at 3pm or summin XD
Hurhur.
Oh. And i've gotten a few 'KITTYN KITTYN!' and being spotted at my workplace already so the mystery spot shall be revealed by the end of this week ! =))
Till then, you can all speculate all you want XD

Oh. And a random pic of Nina and Tish cause they be adorable =)

PS - OMFG. I LOVE YOU LA BABY!!!! WHY YOU MUST BE SO HOT!!!! I WANNA SUCK ~~your dick~~ YOUR THUMB!!! AND KISS YOU ALL OVER. =D

Cupcakes and Sleep!

2008-07-12T10:57:00.000-07:00

Another thing i like bout work -- its near to CUPCAKES!!! (Anth & Fel - I hate you guys. You got me hooked on stupid ridiculously overpriced pastries that taste SO DAMN GOOD T.T)

Right. Anywhooooo...
NO WORK TOMORROW.
Which means i get to sleep till laaaate XDDD
But then again, i think id miss the shop. Heh.

Work was good again today. (thankyouthankyouthankyou!) And since i dont have to go down to the shop tomorrow, i finally got to go out!
And by going out i mean going to teh usual shissha spot and just relaxing with the boyfriend (sorry baby if youve been neglected cause of work =( i lub euuxxx!!) and friends over some good food, good shissha, good ciggies and good alcohol.
The lovely old routine =)

Got back round 1am and the bf did a piercing for his friend. Snakebites for a lovely Viet girl. Really proud of him cause even though snakenites might sound simple, being just 2 lip piercings, theres the added fuss of alignment and making sure that its even and looks good etc so yeh. I think he did a wonderful job and it looks great ^^
One sad thing though -- the girl ate seafood after getting her piercings =.= Blargh. Hopefully shes extremelllyyy lucky and it doesnt fuck up her piercings cause itd be a real waste if they get infected and she has to take them out!

Alright... so i guess thats all for today. Shall go spend some good quality time with teh boyfriend (SUPERNATURAL TIME!!!!) after ive uploaded all teh pictures (and random shyte)!
Nothing particularly interesting and/or exciting/funny. Cause i was dead tired from work and all we did was relax. Which is weird actually considering how i dont really do much at the shop, HAHA.
ANYWAYS! Onto peeekchuuurs...

[Future tattoo artist!][YES. WE'RE LAME. LOL][Why do i always have so lil smoke coming out x.X][Till next time!]

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[ Tagbox/CBox Replies ]

guest - I dye my own hair

huiyee - lol. yes. i love you.

val - thaaaaanks.

victoria - lol. get streaks of pink first ? lol. slowly ease her in.

evonne - hiiiiii. YES PLEASE. maybe one day after work ? you toalzz slackerrxxxx!!! lol. -thrusts boobie at chu- grab away!

liy - when chu want meetup and your piercing ? XD

hi - which shirt ?

guest - thanks man. i am better.

burn - not really..

reader - thank you =)) im alright. but sometimes its better to give up.

sheng - LOL. FUTURE TATTOO ARTIST AH YOU BOSS.

grace - yes babe. thanks muchos !

changbang / kkk - STOP TALKING BOUT MY BOOBS. LOL.

valval - I GOING BACK NEXT WED. MEETUP AGAIN!?!?!?!?!?!

rb - thanks!

sicky - sicky sicky. haha.

shumin - i really missed you, thats why XP and i regret alot of shyte, so yeh. love you =)

passer-by - glad there are still sensible people around =) and im not scary at all, haha. im a friggin dork XD

hey - i paint it with magic markers =)
passerby - ehhhh... mine arent really that big. lol. i guess its all genetics.

moy - LOL. WTH. AND THOSE ARE MAGGOTS. i think. and THEY DONT. CARLSTON MADE ME TRY ONE.

kevin - hey! youre back after disppearing for so long. hows you? lol.

sasha - thanks babe. hope alls well with you !

wayne - love you naughty baby XD

fel - WHEN YOU CH33BY3S FREE!? lol
eugenia - thanks!

nina - HOW YOU KNOW I LATE AGAIN!? LOL. ot my fault. ok, it is but SHHH. i miss you =( and im fine so far. thankfully. and im glad too ^^

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[ CLARIFICATION ]

Alright, since the rather moody and depressy post on the 4th of July, ive been getting loads of questions so i shall clear everything up now.

NO, it was not about my boyfriend.
NO, i did not break up with him.
NO, i will not reveal who that post was about/made for.
NO, i will not go into details as to the events leading up to the post.

It wasnt even directed to anyone in particular. I was just upset bout someone/something and needed to rant.

End of story =))

Exhuastion

2008-07-11T09:03:00.000-07:00

Lack of posts recently...
But all i need is just one word to sum up my past few days -- WORK.
Which also explains the lack of posts.

Yes. Kittyn is finalllyyy working XD
Its been seriously tiring. Im practically coming back at 12am every night.
Maybe cause my body's still trying to adjust to the whole routine kinda lifestyle as opposed to my previous 'no-life' lifestyle whereby all i did was sleep all day and have fun all night, haha.
But yeah... at least works fun. And as Jean Paul said, 'The good thing bout doing something you love is that you'd never get the Monday Blues' XD
And i love the people im working with!
So its alright... and the past few days have been lovely so hopefully the days only get better, heh.

And as for what im doing and where i work... shall not let it out just yet. (Dont wanna jinx anything !!!!!) But how about a few pictures as hints ? =))

Work again tomorrow and its 4am now. I need to go to bed.
I. MUST. NOT. BE. LATE. (again)

Hide Your Faces

2008-07-09T07:30:00.000-07:00

It amazes me, really, how some people can be such foul creatures sometimes.
Judgemental and shallow.
Stereotyping people based loosely just on appearances.
To me, it is vile and disgusting.
I agree that appearances can be important sometimes. Take for example ; a job interview or a first date.
Those scenarios are different in the sense that you only get 1 chance to know him/her thus making it inevitable to judge him/her by appearance.
But how about when a new friend is introduced to you or maybe even seeing someone who might be your future classmate ?
Should you not at least attempt to get to know the person before going around making snide remarks behind the person's back ?
Or would you rather shun the person just cause he/she looks different and never get to really know the person behind his/her exterior?
I know i would never judge someone in those situations based solely on his appearance.
In fact, i rarely judge/ridicule people based on just appearance alone.

Because, more often then not, your judgement would be wrong.

Never judge a book by its cover

People rarely practise what they preach, do they not ?
Why do people like to judge/ridicule others based on appearances?
I mean, when it comes down to it, beneath those made-up faces and fancy clothes, aren't we all the same ?
Throw away our wide array of cosmetics, our myriad of fancy clothes and expensive branded bags/shoes, strip us bare and we are naught but the same - human beings.

So why judge and ridicule each other ?

Or maybe, just maybe,
it is the fact that we are all the same that causes the itch inside our skin that constantly tempts us to scratch at it.
Or maybe, just maybe,
it is the fact that we are no better then the person standing right next to us that constantly gnaws at us from the inside.

Maybe deep down inside, we know we are all nothing but mere human beings that will one day disintegrate and become nothing but dust.
'Death is the ultimate debt that humanity pays back to nature'

And maybe feeling so small and insignificant, we feel the need to be superior. After all, it is in our original nature to dominate.
The very instinct that still resides in most species in the animal kingdom today.
Thus we strive to make ourselves better then the person next to us.
And i guess some people just seek solace in putting others down. Ridiculing others to make themselves feel better -- which is saddening.

We are, by far, the most advanced and supposedly the most knowledgeable species,
but the truth is,
sometimes, i dont see how we are any different from the pets we keep or the other species that roam wild.

________________________________________________________________

Oh a lighter note;
Met a few of many lovelies today -- Tanny, Val and ShuMin whom i miss like a WHOOOOLE LOT.
[ -insert pic of us here- ]
I KEPT DELETING PICS I DIDNT LIKE CAUSE I LOOK FAT AND ENDED UP DELETING ALL OF THEM. IM SORRY.
DONT KILL ME. LOL.
Heard some shyte thats been going on, thus the long rant above, but uh wells... im happy with my life now.
Losers can suck on my (non-existent) dick.

Oh. And im really excited about tomorrow... yet tremendously nervous at the same time.
So nervous my stomach feels sick. Blargh.
Wish me luck.

Eye Candy

2008-07-05T09:06:00.000-07:00

Melancholy and the Infinite Sadness

2008-07-04T12:32:00.000-07:00

Went to Sentosa today.
Had a great time.
Friggin tired by the time i reached home and i should have just gone straight to bed. Would have gone to bed happy.
But noooooo.
I had to stay awake. (and let my mind wonder)
And now its almost 5am and im depressed. Great job. -slaps self-
Pictures from today, tomorrow... cause i really just cant be arsed now and am in need of a serious ranting session.

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Dont you just hate it when people give you such high hopes then let you go crashing down on your own.
I absolutely detest that.
I HATE being let down. I HATE being disappointed. I HATE false hopes. I HATE false happiness.

No. You know what ? I hate you.

____________________________________________________

Do you enjoy this ?
Do you enjoying torturing me ? Is that it ?
Does it make you happy to know that every single simple minute action of yours can evoke and cause such drastic or even catastrophic feelings/emotions/thoughts/ANYTHING in me ?
Even though you might not even be here to witness it first-hand ?
Do you like having control of my life cord and being able to pull it away as and when you wish, cause, even though it might be done unintentionally or unknowingly, its constantly being tugged on... and I sure hope it slips out... and soon.

____________________________________________________

In my field of paper flowers and candy clouds of lullaby,
I lie inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me

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[Edit]
No. You dont care.
I was right.
I hope you choke and die, love.

Sheeeesha Time (Yes. AGAIN)

2008-07-02T07:42:00.000-07:00

[Yes. I'm PINK now =D]

Today was pretty fun.
Met a myriad of random, weird, fun peepurz.
Joined Nina for awhile before she pangseh-ed me for a date with teh Zohan with Alicia.
I dont like you anymore Nina =P
And on the way there, me and Wayne were ~~ambused~~ approached by a group of tourists to have our pictures taken with for god knows what. But they seemed to be fascinated by my pink hair. x.X
Maybe that can be like a future job of mine or summin. ~~(Like those gorgeous ladyboys in thailand ; 10batt for peeeekchuuuurrr)~~ Hahaha.

Anywho. And as my lil Sushi Roll was gunna leave, the boyfriend and i acted with haste and made used of our super-calling-powers to call out other people to join us and *POOF* came Ms Tanny, Tattoo b0y and ~~kinky / naughty~~ CHIJ Girl (who was smoking in uniform, might i add xP)!

Not many pictures cause my cam ran outta batt =(

I've been out of the house so much the last couple of weeks that im so seriously moolah-less now. (Todays a miracle cause im bake BEFORE 12am, hahaha)
I can practically see the flies coming out of my wallet when i open it. T.T
Yours truly is officially DEAD BROKE.
(IJ girl, today you fed off me. Friday im gunna feed off you XDDD And tattoo boy. Haha.)
Alright. I'm off to make Cabonara Pasta for the boyfriend now =))

DOUCHEBAG SAYS WHAAAAT;

2008-07-01T10:40:00.000-07:00

I met my lil Douchebag, i mean Sushi Roll (insert million hearts here) todaaaaay.
She was nice as usual and came all the way to mine from Tampines. And as usual we just hung out and acted like total doofuses XD
Oh.

And we walked all the way from Chomp Chomp (S'goon Gardens) back to my place which is hell. T.T But necessary cause there were no more buses left and i refused to pay so much for a stupid cab (+ midnight charge!!!) that i wouldnt even be in long enough to leave an ass print.
Yes. I feel the need to warm up the seats in cabs and leave my mark whenever i take them to get my moneys worth.. okay, not really, but still...

"I never thought i'd be this close to you" - Nina
Haha. She was referring to how she's so close to not just me and my boyfriend but also my family.. which in return makes her closer to me XD
I left her alone with my grandma and sisters for quite awhile today and they were bonding and talking and having fun. (hopefully not just on my sisters and grandmas side, haha)

Thinking back... i too would have never guessed that we would one day become so close.
I dont think i remember the first time we actually spoke but i remember noticing her around in school cause i thought she was really cute (omgawdz so gay!!!) and also because SHE WAS ALWAYS LATE FOR SCHOOL. HAHA. So she would be standing at the podium and staying back for detention. And if im not mistaken, we even had detentions together before we spoke to each other.

But alas, nothing can stand in the way of ~~fate~~ BAD CHINESE and we ended up in the same chinese class. Which eventually turned into 'hanging out' sessions for us, lol. And it got so bad that when Nina decided not to retake her Chinese O levels (She had already passed) Mr Ang, our chinese teacher banned her from class so she would not be a 'distraction'.
But she never was a distraction cause in the 2 whole years i was in chinese class, i never handed up a single piece of homework nor paid any attention what-so-ever. Spent most of the time talking or doing my Art XD (Managed to get a b4 only cause teh madre is a chinese teacher and gave me a very good foundation for chinese in primary school + took higher chinese)

And we eventually got so close that we'd meet before school (+ loads of wake-up calls to her every morning so she wouldnt be late), during school and even after school to study or just hang.

And im really really glad that i have bad chinese, if not i would have never met such a wonderful friend and lovely person ^^

So.. this is really random, but, THANK YEWZ SABURI !!!
For all the times you acompanied me, for listening to me whine and act stupid, for acting stupid with me, for the sleepovers (-insert wayne making fun of your scared face + sound here- LOL), the random visits from you in like 3am in the night, for the movies you treated me to and for being one of my bestest friend.

I LUBB EUUUUX!!! 1314. 3344. 184. 666. 93390284. XD

And i was taking random shots of Tish and this is my favouritestes outcome ^^

And and ! While Nina was downstairs, this happened...

Wanna know what that is ?
Well... how bout a sneak preview (+ Ninas face, LOL)?

More on that tomorooooow. Cause im evaaaaaaaaaaaaail ! Evaaaail i tell you !
Muahahahaa-ek -cough- hairball -cough- hahaha. XD

Smoooke on the Waaateeeeeerrrr.

2008-06-30T10:16:00.000-07:00

[Random pic of teh lovely Tish XD]

Ahem. So anywaaays.
Got pretty upset-ish and mopey last night.. almost cancelled outing with Thea and Leelee but thankfully Wayne dragged me out of the house in the end.
Which is a good thing cause Leelee would be heading to Thailand tomorrow and then back to Aussie on the 5th =( Which means i wont get to see her for god knows how long.

I'll miss you moymoy =(

Oh. And the boyfriend gave me this to wear;

[LOLZ. WTF!?]
And while im blogging, he's furiously prodding away at Ichii (DS) playing some weirdass game that has bunnies singing Smoke on the Water.. its actually quite cute but a lil freaky at the same time cause some of the bunnies look rabid and diseased and they seem as though they might jump out of the DS anytime to feast on your ding dongs. Yes.
Behold...

And since i've run outta things to blog about... how bout some nice videos from Youtube for you to laugh your pants off at ?
Presenting... (drumroll lease) British comedy, Goodness Gracious Me! (Which is banned in S'pore cause of stupid Indians who cant take a joke and arent able to laugh at themselves.)

Questions, Questions but Never Answers

2008-06-29T13:23:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i feel that this blog of mine is really quite pointless..
Cause, truth be told, i hardly (maybe even never) write my feelings and thoughts in here.
All there is is just really recollections of my days in general and random, pointless details. (Plus like a million pictures of course).
I dont write in here when im truly upset or when i have certain thoughts or opinions... this blog has morphed into just an outlet to record my daily activities.

I remember an old journal/blog of mine.. tucked safely away in a corner of a certain net-working website i had. And how i wrote in it almost everyday bout not just my daily events but actual feelings and thoughts.
I miss that.
Maybe it was cause the people who got to read it were my friends overseas and a few of my close friends.. thus i felt safe to write whatever i felt like.

But now.. with this blog.. i always think twice before i write anything. Maybe thats the difference between a BLOG and an actual journal. Hur.

Its weird.
Even though i seem so carefree and without problems nowadays, i feel like im actually living less. I doubt anyone would understand what im feeling but yeh..
Life was a mess last time but thinking back, i think i actually felt more alive then...

The journal i had was back in what, 2004 ? When i was like 13.. i stopped writing in it round 2005/6 ish and only revisited it sometime last year.. and reading it actually invoked so much emotions and feelings and thoughts in me. Reading it made me sit down and really think back and ponder about whatever i wrote.

Re-reading this blog of mine.. i dont know. Whats there to feel ? I mean, dont get me wrong, looking back on all the fun times with my friends makes me happy.. but now im sitting here and thinking and it just hit me that this cant be all life is about is it ?

Alot of people have the mindset that all they want in life is happiness.. so do/did (not sure which word i should use here) i.. i remember making wishes and asking just for happiness cause i aunno.. not good to wish for alot of things right ? Haha.. and Happiness seems to just sum it all up ?

But now here i am.. not knowing what i want. (as usual ?)

Am i actually missing how things were ?
But i like being carefree. I like having Happiness.
I remember begging for and yearning desperately for Happiness back then.

Im so hypocritical at times...

Or maybe im just asking for too much ?
Happiness used to be all i wanted cause i was miserable but now that i've got Happiness.. i want more..
But i just dont know what it is i want.

Maybe i never really knew...

"Let me hold your hand, I wanna contact the living"

Party Like a Rock(Star)

2008-06-29T09:51:00.000-07:00

So, that was moi, a few hours ago.
Had to waste monehs and take a cab home due to all the nicotine and alcohol in my system.
Had a nice time at S'goon Gardens with the Sengkang bunch.
Had fun munching away at the complementary mixed nuts while drinking and smoking and listening to them sing/shout.

And after loads of pee-ing and chugging down loads more h2o,, imma sober again =D
So onto pictures from not-so-sober times...

Oh! And i showed my MOM 2 GIRLS 1 CUP just now. TALK ABOUT L.O.MUTHAEFFING.L !? Shall not post the video up cause she'd kill me if that happens so yeh.
You can all just imagine her freaking hilarious reaction XD

Happy Beelated Burfday Felipok !

2008-06-28T09:32:00.000-07:00

Felipok's Happy 17th on the 27th!
Stayed up the entire night before just so i wouldnt miss her birthday outing. Be happy, girl! =P
Started the day off with a fantastic sweat-inducing Cupcake hunt !
The boyfriend and i were walking round a certain mall before Thea and Felipok arrived and the cupcake place was in Central mall but someone -cough-thea-cough- didnt believe that it was actually Central Mall that the boyfriend and i were in cause it said 'Central' and not 'Central MALL'. LOL.
So we were all unsure and went out of the Mrt Station to look around only to end up right where we started cept this time we were each emitting a different lovely ~~stench~~ aroma due to the effing sorching sun that was trying to kill us, i swear =))
[I AM TOO FREE. AHAHAHA]

Anywhooo.
Got to the place and had loverly cupcakes and took some pictures...

Followed by Fort Canning Park to ~~get raped(bad joke, lol)~~ feed mosquitos and climb the never ending stairs.
And ending it off with a nice slacking session by the Singapore River (which is still filthy btw) to talk bout nothing in particular, get taken pictures of by random people (in which which we reacted by doing weird poses) and wave to random tourists going by in boats. Twas fun. -nods-

Oh. And i accidentally blew a flying kiss to a guy. Was directed at the pretty lady who was with him but unfortunately she chose to turn away and the guy chose to look over at the very moment i blew it.
Uh wells. At least it was a hot caucasion guy. (I still love you, baby XD)

And felipooook;
Though ive only seen you a few times and havent got to know you really well, im very glad we became friends. ^^ Cause youre a nice nice purdy girl whom i can throw pixelated penises at and amuse myself with your reaction ('f f f ff f f f ') XD And i have fun talking to you (ANTM!!!!) and hanging with you.
I wish you all the best in everything and hope that me and Wayne can continue celebrating your future birthdays with you =)
Stay happy alwaaaays !
PS - Get well soooooooooon !!

Yank that Cameltoe!

2008-06-25T10:44:00.000-07:00

Alright.
So yesterday was good. -nods-
Met up with my bestests ; Nina and Tanny ! And also Lyan for the first time. Adorable lil girl. ^^

To sum up our day ; good ciggies, good sheeeshaaa, good food, good alcohol, even more good ciggies and even a (not so to me)good cigar.

Am tired now cause its 2am and i just got home from visiting teh bf's mom so i shan't elaborate more.
Onto peeekchuuurs...
[I have amazing photograhy skills. HAHAHA.][Hi babe, i love you][Awww.. baby looks afraid.][Twas trying to shove my 3 incher into my babys ass ^^][Drinking started XD][Yes. Definately started.]
a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_3NvvwCmrfwA/SGKJRnttXpI/AAAAAAAAAcM/5RANi8aAae8/s1600-h/8.jpg">[Wayne likes to spoil pictures, lol]

[Hi. Im Hitler][Uhhh. duuuuhhhh x.X]

[I love you baby ^^]

OMFGAWDZZZ. IM GUNNA KILL MYSELFXXZ.

2008-06-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

,IM TERRIBLY UPSET.
HURT BEYOND WORDS.
My self esteem has been crushed and ive fallen into a state of depression.
SO IM GUNNA GO CRY AND SLASH MY WRISTS AND ATTEMPT TO KILL MYSELF.
Why?
Cause someone called me aPINK DOG.
OMGAWDZZZZ!!!!
THE HORROOOORR.
HOW COULD THEY!?
CANT THEY TELL THAT IM...

A PINK KITTEN !?!?!?
-slashes wrists and bawls-

[ Pink + Kitten ears = PINK KITTEN. Savvy ?]

Oh. And because my sense of humour tends to elude most people ; that was a JOKE. Lol.

But seriously.. for those who do not know what happened.. just recently i was called a "pink dog" (LMFAO) by a certain someone named 'mummy' who also added that "girls with too many piercings are NOT sexy just like me" + "HAHAHA" (LOL @ the HAHAHA XD - i told you ive got a weird sense of humour!)
So, since the sadfuck is so desperate for my attention, i've decided to take out a few minutes from my very important/busy schedule of playing with my DS to give him/her some much needed attention lest he/she goes nuts and starts raping poor innocent doggies on the streets. (Me + friends have concluded that he/she must have some weird fetish for doggies -nods-)

Oh. And cause you're most prolly that dense, i shall introduce to you a nice idiom ; 'Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder'
In layman term, YOU LIKE WHAT DOESNT MEAN OTHER PEEPURR ALSO WILL LIKEZZZ ONEX OKAYZZZ !?!!?
So sad la. You think of girls with piercings as unsexy. Everytime i see a hot girl with multiple facial piercings i get an orgasm. XDDDD

Oh oh ! And to 'stomachache' who so kindly told me to have a mind of my own - OMG! HOW DID YOU KNOW THAT I DONT HAVE A MIND OF MY OWN !?!?! -GASP!!!- Fine. I shall finally admit it.. i actually share a mind with my secret invisible twin who is conjoined to my right breast. Its sad.. i know. But please.. dont make fun of me ? It'd get me sad. =(((( Instead, i suggest that you go to the toilet and dig the shit, thats most prolly causing your stomachache, out of your rectum and proceed to re-enact 2 Girls 1 Cup with your mom or dad (I'm nice so i shall let you decide on who you want to be your partner XD) with it!

OKAAAY ! Moooviiiing onnn.

NEVER stretch your lip and proceed to eat seafood and fill your bloodstream with alcohol.
Me being my usual careless self, totally forgot that i had a freshly stretched piercing (with a cut) and did just that.
The result ? I look like i have 50 cent's (the rapper) lip. Its not fun. Seriously. Not to mention the throbbing mad pain and blood and pus ozzing out of my lil hole.. AND the headache that comes along with it.
It's a package you see. Get 1 infection, free 1 headache. Riiight.

Anyways! Brought Tishy to get groomed today. The people there were veerrryy nice ^^
Shall bring her back there the next time. -nods- She's even cuter then her normal self now.
But dang. I'd better hide her before 'mummy' tries to kidnap her and proceed to rape her. xD

Oooh. Also, i met Tanny today. Yaaayness! Ate dinner and proceeded to bum around my room.. and when i say that, i really mean I bum and she rushes her assigments. Lol.
But ima good friend. I acompanied her while she typed away furiously at the laptop ^^

And.. ok. Theres really not much to blog about actually so ima return to my beloved DS which has been named 'Ichigo' on the trip to Malacca. Ichii for short ^^ Yes.
As to the reason behind her name.. what can i say ? Its pink.. strawberries are pink. I love strawberries. And am currently obsessing over the song Hebi Ichigo.

G'night Peepurs

Gauge Out your Retinas.

2008-06-20T09:09:00.000-07:00

OOOOh.
SCAAARRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY

Yes. Cleary, i have nothing better to do.
Been a bitch hermit the past few days.. hiding in my lil abode (aka my room). Thus, preventing the maid from cleaning up my room which in result has made it quite filthy. Ergo, I need to ~~clean my room~~ GO OUT XD - muahaha.

Oh. And i have a fat(ass) lip due to my impatience and stretching. 7mm now.. up from 6mm. Doesnt look any different to me. -is frustrated-

Yes. This is all for today. Too bad.

PS - Anthzzzz !!! When want go out!?!?! Beeeeeech. Oh and i LOL-ed majorly @ your videooo. x)
PPS - Wuzzing is a bitch. Cause everytime i inhale, my lip hurts. Gah. x.X

Peeekchuuurs.

2008-06-18T08:45:00.000-07:00

[I love you babe xD]
Alright bitches. Its 12.30am and i just got home not too long ago.
Spent the day at a friend's. Did his tattoo for him. I loooove cherry blossoms ^^ Anyone else wanna do cherry blossoms ? ^^
Anywho! Im tired. So i shall just post pictures from the Malacca trip. Yes? No? Yes.

[Not much scenery ey ? =(]
[Kool pond/fountain thingy outside some mall][Tadpoooles ; im easily amused x)][Foooooooood][I loooooove cheese x.x][Hi Ah ma, i love chu ^^][My maid hates me. Jk XD][Whipped creeeaaaam][My older sis likes this pic cause only her face can be seen =.=][Hi there part-time lover and full time friend =)][Hi there]
[ORANGE JUIIICEEEE...]
[tastes better when drank through your love's earlobe XD][We we bored][Very bored[So we played with teh DS][Sooo cute!][No makeup. the horror =X][Out shopping and i found strawberrus!! ^^][And Boy George. HAHA][Wuuzzzing][Oh and someone clogged up the toilet at home. XDDD][Wayne was playing Zelda and we were very entertained by the fact that we could draw whatever we wanted on the screen and this is obviously my creation][Wayne's creation ; for teh older sister who's in love with Buttlam. I mean, Gerald Butler][LMFAO. MOY. MOY.][Trip hooome]

And last but not least...
I LOVE my DS.

Guess Who's Back, bitches!

2008-06-16T09:37:00.000-07:00

Blogger wont let me type properly cause its stupid so actual posts and pictures on another day then. Ciao.

Oh Wowzzz a Peeeeekchhuuuurrr !

2008-06-11T11:36:00.000-07:00

See you guys soon!

Last Post Before Im Off!

2008-06-11T10:46:00.000-07:00

Yes.
In case youre an idiot and didnt see my last post or youre just a pevert who comes here to jack off to pictures (trust me, it happens, i swear), im gunna be leaving this lil red dot im in for bout a week as of tomorrow morning. Early morning =.=
Desination = M'sia. Kinda gh3y i know, especially when compared too other places that people are going like Tokyo or London (ahem,dan,ahem -shakes fist) but what can i do ? Daddy likes it there =.=

But i guess its not that bad.. cause teh parents of mine normally seem to be in a better mood when in M'sia so i tend to be able to get what i want XP Nyaha! But dont worry, ima good lil girl, i never go overboard. (My parents would butcher me before that happens anyways XD)

Yes.. and thankfully we have a nice lil apartment over there so no worries bout getting a hotel room with very questionable bedspreads or summin, haha.
Yeah.. plus, unlike the last time when it was just teh 'rents and teh bf and i, the whole family would be going this time which includes the maid. Ie- No housework for me! XD Okay, so i didnt really do much the last time but so XP

Oh, and im really looking forward to eating there, (Kenny Rogers, Secret Recipe, whatever Fast Foods, Seoul Garden etc etc) cause SGD is bigger then ringit so yeah.. i wont feel so heart pain when i stuff my face with food just for the sake of taste!

However, one thing that im really worried about is the whole cancer stick dilemma.. cause teh parents dont know i wuzz.. or at least theyve never been able to catch me red handed, so yeah.. going to M'sia = having them around me practically 24/7 and it doesnt help that they have noses of bloodhounds X.X
Blah. Shall cross my fingers and equip myself with loads of mints and body spray!

But i guess i still really wanna just go over there so that i can get away from all the shyte in S'pore.
Dont get me wrong, i love this country, but sometimes i just cant stand the things inside this country like certain people and the fact that the cost of living here is nuts and everythings so fast-paced.
So its nice to go over to M'sia once in awhile and just stop and smell the ~~roses~~ strawberries!

And i know you bitches will miss me. But dont miss me too much alright =P Lol. Jk. But yeh.. remember to come back on the 16th for updates alright ^_^

W.o.r.d

PS - Terry Lee. I hate you. You wasted my god knows how much messaging America. America's stupid. Wont be able to contact you while im away in M'sia so hopefully i just get the ocassional messages from you ^^ -crosses fingers cause youre an arsehole- =D lessthenthree!!

2 Girls, 1 Shisha

2008-06-10T10:19:00.000-07:00

[Ooooh. Shiiiiny.]
Thank yewzz baby for the loverly last-min Anti-eyebrow which i proceeded to take out after awhile, causing its poor death. I promise i will (try to) not be indecisive or impulsive about piercings anymore x.X
[Got caught in the rain on the way home but uh wells.. at least its proof that cheapass makeup can also be good cause it survived it allllXD]

And Nina went '2 girls 1 shisha' during our shisha-fest, hence the title, LOL.

Yes.
I finally met up with teh loverly Nina ! Not quite sure when the last time i saw her was... but it feels like forever anyways. >.<
And it sucks seeing her like once a month as compared to once every two days or summin last year. =(
But i understand that she has school and other friends and all so yeh.. its aite.

Moving on..
Its always fun being with her ! And even funner today cause i made her watch 2 GIRLS 1 CUP. Muahahaahha. And me and Wayne have come to the conclusion that Nina, much like Anthea, has Coprophilia (aka weird shit fetish)=D Nyahahaha. Cause not only did she have not much of a reaction to the video, she even watched it again. XDD

So yeah..
After all the shit watching and talking, we proceeded once again to artificially flavoured heaven aka Sheeeeeeshhhaaaaaaaa time XD

OMG. ORANGE HAS GOT TO BE THE BEST SHISHA FLAVOUR OF ALL TIME. Or at least for now, LOL. So its the best outta all the flavours ive tried.. But hey, ive tried pretty much all of them by now alright XP
And it was Ninas first time and she got so high and ened up lying on the table to smoke. And cause the orange was so good, we all got pretty doped up (with shisha, not with druggzzz cause drugs are ew). I and Nina ended up not being able to calculate simple math ('Uhhh.. whats 7.50 +8.90' 'uhhh.. i cant count now also' LOL).
Ahhh~ The joys of the magical stick of flavour and smoke.

And after taking like a gazillion pics with Wayne's phone (i.need.cam.damnit!!!!!) his memory card ran outta space and so we tried to sort the images out and i found loads of pics i wanted to post up but evidently forgot so todays post shall be bombarded with shitloads (2 girls 1 cup!!!! XD) of images.

Time for the eyeball hurting to began...

[I have ugly feet, shutup. And this has got to be the deepest blister ever. Hurt like a bitch, still does !@$^#DR@K][Waaaffffllleeee timeeee! But nothing can ever beat A&W's][Isnt she the cutest thing ever? XD][Yeh, we be k00l bitches XD][AHAHAHAHAHA]

Damn. I take ALOT of pics. XD

PS - Gunna be away from the 12th to the 16th = No internet connection AT ALL
PPS- No internet connection at all = No blogging
PPPS- No blogging = Nothing for you guys to see
PPPPS - BUT. BE SURE TO COME BACK ON THE 16TH. Cause im nice and i shall just continue blogging my daily activites and post them (WITH FUCKLOADS OF PICS!!!) when i get back. So stay tuned =)

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Happy Belated 29th Monthsary,
my love

I had a great day with you.
And thank you so much for the lovely surprise.. cant belive i cried like mad, heh heh.
Gawd. I love you so much even though you can be such an ass sometimes. Rar XDDD
Shall go wake you up now even though its 3am in the morning. Muahaha! -huggles-

2 Girls 1 Cup.

2008-06-08T08:58:00.000-07:00

Taken from the blog of Thea ;

Kittyn just called.
Thea:"Hello?"
Kittyn"Hi! Just wanted to tell you that I'm playing Harvest Moon and I decided to name my farm 2 Girls 1 Cup."
.. I think that's how we managed to stay friends for so long. I'm full of nonsense and so is she so we just get along by equally distributing our nonsense with each other.. And to anyone else who would care. Hooray for us.

2 GIRLS 1 CUP IS THE SHITZZZZ.

(pun intended)

LOL. Im sorry, but ever since the lovely and not at all disgusting Anthea showed me the wonderful video that got practically every single netizen in a hoopla, i have been obsessed with it. So obsessed that i wanted to name loads of random stuff over it, so sue me. XP

L. oh. motherfucking. L. bitch.
But dont get me wrong, i am NOT obsessed with it cause i have Coprophilia or some kinda sickass fetish. But rather cause i found it highly amusing and absolutely LOVE to see the reaction of others when i show them the video.

So i was pretty hyped up the whole day today, bouncing about showing everyone i can the video! XD And by everyone, ive actually only shown both my sisters, my bf's mom and my grandmother the video. Lmfao. Yes, today was highly entertaining.

However, i only managed to take like 3 videos. Didnt get to film my older sis cause hes an old prrruuunnne. Ollld prrrunnneee i say =))
And after all the video-taking and the boyfriend and i got home, this happened:

Wayne: Baby, lets do something productive today!
Me: Alright... what?
Wayne: Lets go search for 2 girls 1 cracker!!

LOL.

And to all those who have no clue what the eff im talking about and have never seen 2 girls 1 cup, i suggest you go back to your cave and continue with your sad sad life.
Joke.
BUT, you really DO have to watch it! Its like a friggin RITE OF PASSAGE to anyone who wishes to use the net. Seriously.
Search for it, ask around, ask random strangers, JUST FIND IT AND WATCH IT BITCHES.
And if youre my friend (and by friend i mean real-life friend), ASK ME FOR IT. And Tanny + Nina, dont worry, im showing it to you guys on Tuesday. MUAHAHAHAHA!

Oh. And Wayne and Tish's heads are magnets for tissue boxes. I accidentally threw my tissue box at Waynes face yesterday and dropped the box on Tish's head today. So its true.

Alright. Enough blabbering, how bout some random pictures to show how the past few days were like.
[Hi, Im Big Head]
[Thank yewz quiet boy for coming all the way down to SengKang from Boon Lay to acompany me. Tis much appreciated, HOWEVER, large gauge tongue piercings are still way hotter then split tongues XD]
[OMGAWD. THIS IS AMAZING. It got me happyhappyhighhigh with its purdy PINKASFUCK packaging and its lovely PINKASFUCK sauce and its even lovelier and not to mention yummy PINKASFUCK marshmellows. I am Queen of all things Pink =)]]
[Me wuvs chu too Tewwy Lee!! Dont know if you can see this but see how much i appreciate your lil annecdotes now and then though youre still an asshole for not getting online. And hopefully you do get on again and see this too >< Spank yewz beastie from another breastie for the sweet..err.. i still dont know what it is!]
[Hi Baby. I miss you so im gunna stop blogging and go over and ~~snatch the ds away~~ huggle you now XD]

HAIRDYE PRE-ORDER !

2008-06-07T09:00:00.000-07:00

Okay, so many people have been asking me about my hair and where i dye my hair etc.
Well, the "big secret" is : I do it all by myself. Yes, hair cut, bleaching, dying all done by no one other then ME.

Im a hairdye addict and have searched all over Singapore for 'funky' haircolours apparently there isnt any at all.
So, what i do now is i get them overseas.

And for the people who have been asking me if i have any left to sell or people who love 'wild' haircolours also but can find none,

IM GOING OVERSEAS ON 12/06/08
AND IM BUYING HAIRDYE BACK FOR EVERYONE! =)

Yes.
I'd be back on the 16th, so if you want hairdye, leave me a tag / message on friendster or just email me @ kittynx@hotmail.com !
Details are on the pictures above. If its too small/not clear, click on it to read the whole thing.
The hair colours you see in the pictures are dyed with Fudge Paintbox, (after an amount of bleaching first of course) same brand as youre gunna get if you order, so yeh. Its an amazing dye, really.

So if you want some, PLACE AN ORDER BY 11/06/08, WEDS !

ChangBang, Haw Par Villa and DS Love.

2008-06-06T08:26:00.000-07:00

Yes.
Been hell of a week. Everyday of mine has been filled to the brim with activities and im enjoying myself tremendously.

However, i can only remember a snippets of what had happened. So to sum it up ;

- Met up with teh Chang Bangs! Hella fun as always.
- Went to Haw Par Villa with teh bf and friends. Interesting place.
- IKEA MEATBALLS. OMG. ORGASM TIME.
- Ahem. And teh padre got me a NINTENDO DS! Yaaay. Yeh, i know abit late but still. I love Cooking Mama!
- I also love Diner Dash.

So, for now, i shall just upload a dumbass video cause im annoying like that, kthxbai.

And...

L. OH. MUTHAEFFING. L.

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[Replies to Tagboard Messages ]

Kevin - Thanks thanks. Would i ever get to know more about you other then the fact that you constantly visit my blog ? Haha.

Dan - Hey dan dan. We'll miss you muchoooos!! -crosses heart- yes we will. see your smelly armpits soon!!!

Thea - I KNOW. MUAHAHA. THE STORY IS AMAZING.

Thempt - Haji Lane.

AZYYERRAA - Haha. Im psychic! And no im not "scene"

Tanny - Forget it girl. Let everyone say what they wanna =))

Lolwtf + uguysaremorons + passrby - Im emo/gothic/cyber/rave/scene/hxc/indie/vintage/nerdcore eaten up and shit out. thank you. psht =.=

About all the drama - OMFG. WHO CARES. ENOUGH ON WHAT I AM. WHAT THE HELL DO YOU GUYS THINK I AM. =.= Gawd. Seriously.

Thanks for all the nice comments though. xox
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Ima Die Now, KThxBai.

2008-06-05T09:43:00.000-07:00

The next time we go out, there will only be ONE sd card and that card shall belong to Anthea.
I just spent 3 friggin hours of uninterrupted photo-editing. And cause i know Dan and Fel are waiting for the pictures, i shall just shutup and upload them all first and do recaps on the prvious days on another post. Yes. Enjoy.

The Chronicles of Chang Bang, Part II

[Once upon a time, there was a couple]

[that happened to chance upon a threesome at a lovely place in a tiny island]

[with drinks]

[foooooooooooooooooood]

[some cancer sticks]

[and sheeeeeeeeeeshaaaaaaaaaaaaa]

[more sheeeeshaaaa]

[which got them kinda high]

[and a lil unholy]

[maybe even abit deranged.]

[And so they started mingling with each other]

[just the 3 of them at first cause the others left for more cancer sticks]

[and thus began the ~~orgy~~ friendship of teh Kittyn, Danielle and Felicia]

[They loved blocking each other with their huge heads]

[And using teh Kittyns dreads as moustache]

[Not to mention, acting gh3y,]

[and retarded.]

[And thrusting boobies at each other]

[which really made them quite weird, but it is afterall, their weirdness that kept them together]

[After awhile, the Thea returned and decided to keep teh Kittyn all for herself]

[And they had much fun, shisha-ing through teh Kittyns earlobe]

[Blonking heads together]

[Acting stupid]

[And even trying to re-enact Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus "racy" pictures]

[And it was destined that those two would fall in love]

[Which made turned teh Lemon whos oh so deeply in love with the Kittyn into a Hannya who took it out on poor Danielle]

[Afterwhich everyone was distracted by magical man-titties that appeared on Danielle and Wayne]

[Feeling abit weird-ed out with bladders bursting with fluids, every + 1 aka Tanny, decided to make their way to teh loo]

[Proceeded by the lovely trip to the Esplande area with obligatory boobie]

[And crotch grabbing]

[And after arriving at their destination, teh Kittyn decided to proclaim her love for the Hannya]

[And the Hannya returned teh love and everyone was happy]

[So they started prancing about and doing magic ; Kittyn made a leg disppear, wow!]

[And they tried to flyyyy]

[And the Hannya and Danielle decided to be ~~gay~~friends]

[While the Kittyn found Jebus!]

[But her escapade with Jebus could never last as EVERYONE WANTS A PIECE OF THE KITTYN XD]

[YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME!?]

[But since Danielle could not get any, he went berserk]

[And snatched the Kittyn away]

[Forcing her to take pics with him cause he's a major narc]

[But what he didnt know was that the Kittyn also loves cam-whoring]

[Suddenly, something big and sparkly caught his attention ; alas those loverly big eyes of Thea]

[And so he decided to go back to his Twin and throw teh Kittyn away]

[Which reunited the lovers that were destined to be together, forever!]

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The End

Today..

2008-06-02T05:51:00.000-07:00

IS TEH SHIIIIITTTTZZZZ

I swear all you bitches wished you were me.

xoxox

Naw. Im joking. Bout the being me part. But today did kick fucking maaaajjjoooorrr ass.
Im so exhuatsed now from all the laughing/screaming/prancing about/alcohol/shisha/wuzzies.
Omgawwwddd. Im gunna die. But i shall not.
Instead, im gunna sit here and wait for dearest Wanda to get his damn butt out of the friggin toilet, while the dvd thats already in the ps2 all ready to be played keeps making scary laughter (think: MUAHAHAHAHA) repeatedly, so that we can cuddle, ~~then have orgasms~~ and drift off to sweet, sweet slumber.

And as im typing, my eyelids are practically being held open by twigs so no pics for now. Shall edit them tomorrow.
Have SHITLOADS of them so stay tuned for them + 2 videooooz that ya'll been requesting for. Sadly, i only have random stupid ones so you guys will just have to make do with that XD

And for now, cause im nice, i shall leave you guys with a teaser ;

Popiiiaaah.

2008-05-31T09:46:00.000-07:00

Teh Madre made popiah todaaaaay!
Tis yummy ^^
So after waking up at bout 5pm (XD) and eating like 6 pieces of popiah with nothing but eggs, i went all over Singapore to deliver more popiah to Wayne's nanny and his mama.

Teh madre also made me some almond dessert thingy too. For my cough/sickness. She always seems so cold but its the lil things she does that shows that she cares. Heh. -loves her-

Oh. And cause my mama's adorable ;

Mom: -is making popiah for Wayne-
Mom: (in chinese) Damn. It broke! Now it isnt nice anymore.
Wayne: Oh. Nvm what.. no difference!
Mom: OH! I KNOW!
Mom: -places cabbage on popiah- Tada! Cant see the hole already. Seeeee! So nice! -grins-

Am exhausted now so i shant say more.
Gunna spend quality time with teh sisters and bf and watch All Dogs Go To Heaven.
Like finnnaaallly pur-lease.
Last two weeks havent been fun. (No) thanks to Waynes mid-years. Same for teh sister and well.. my older sister's never fun. Joke XD

[OMG. I look so much like crap. But uh wells. Love you guys ^^]
OH, and i actually forgot about this but my younger sister just brought it up again so i shall mention it.
THE EGGS SHE FRIED TODAY WERE BURNT! XD

Oh.
And Anth, Columbia has migrated from your nose to mine. Thank yewz verh much x.X
And and! SHEEEEEEEEEEEEESHA!!! MONDAY!!! FEL!!! DANIELLE !!!! YAAAAAY!! Me love you guys long time XD

[Piiimpleeeee -dies-]

My Babys Awesome with his Hands

2008-05-30T06:53:00.000-07:00

Yes he is.
And not cause he's able to give me multiple orgasms. XD HAHA.
But cause his art is awesome. And considering my high standards, its really saying something XD

Spent the entire day with teh bf chionging his Art Prep work.
8 pages of A4 work thats supposed to be done in a span of 3 weeks completed in a day. X.X
My hands are once again aching. (No more ~~handjobs~~ massages for you bun XD)

Ended up at the Prata place for prata (what else =.=) again. With Tanny. Prata is getting way too expensive.
Especially when they add special unwanted ingredients inside. (Think black, curly and grows on bodies)
Really increases appetitide, doesnt it ? [/sarcasm]

Oh. And im STILL sick. T.T My sister keeps calling me Birtney.. as in Murphy. Not weird-bald Spears. Who, i must say, IS NOT fat.
People are nuts. Seriously.
I'd love to see you being able to look as good as her after shooting 2 kids out of your vagina. Honestly, people! "leave Britney alone!" (And no, im seriously NOT mocking Chris Crocker whom i actually find entertaining)

Alright.. im blabbering. So i shall just stop and go watch more Chris Crocker videos on Youtube.

PS - I just realised that im not smiling at all in any of the pictures from today. Damn. I really am that tired/sick. Hah.

Everyone Shall Ignore This.

2008-05-28T11:07:00.000-07:00

Yes. Unless youre part of Chang Bang.
Ie - Youre Thea, Felicia, Danielle or Wanda.

[To Anth: OMG. I TYPED THAT AND WAYNE STARTED LAUGHING LIKE MAD I SWEAR. THEN HE WAS ALL 'HEHEHEHEHE. MUTHAFUCKING CHANG BANG SMBJDMHSTWN HEHEHEHE. ANTHEA. AHAHAHHA' lmao]

Right. Peepurzz.
I just realised i have a videeeoooooz. Lame asss fuck but yeh. I shall just upload it, no ?

Cause i find Felicica attempting to not breathe and Dan's face at the end supppaaa amusing. -nods-

And also cause it reminds me of the video you guys had. Bout Congkat or summin. And Thea going "WHICH BOMOH CAN MAKE THE EARTH CRACK!?' all indignantly. L.O.muathfucking.L.

PS - DANS FACE DANS FACE!!!! PPS - Ey.. ignore the horrid hyena like laughter at the end. Thank yewz. That wasnt me. Yes.. it was.. ey.. Danielle again. Yes. XD PPPS - Eh. Take more videos leh. Ones that do not involve acting like a moron can XD

The Qi-ma, the pictures and the non-existant wardrobe.

2008-05-26T16:18:00.000-07:00

Me: Effff.
Wayne: Orh! I call my nanny. You die already. She'll bring her old lady gang!
Me: ...
Wayne: Yes. You dont think what okay! They very powerful. They know all those Qigong thing. 1 metre away and they give a punch and youd be flying in the air.
Me: ...
Wayne: Yes. 1 metre! Dont play a fool. Qigong! Qima also!

QI GONG AND QI MA! (as in ahgong and ahma)
GETIT GETIT!?!?!?! lmao.
You prolly dont but nvm. -is entertained-

Oh and yesterday after getting home, i finished like half the pack of my Viceroy. T.T I think its cause of the sheesha. I usually wuzz no more then 5 sticks a day. This is NOT good. Anth, i blame you. Lol. For introducing me to artifically flavoured HEAVEN. Argh.

Right. Anyways. I just realised that im the only one with pictures from Thea's birthday so if anyone wants them, they shall have to beg me! Muahahahah. -coughs- Right. So grovel bitches!!! XD
Jk. But yeh. After HOURS of tedious editing of the 50+ (no exaggeration) pictures till my eyes burned and fingers ached, i proudly present to you,

The Chronicles of Chang Bang.
(Staring Kittyn, Thea, Wanda, Danielle and Felicia)

[ Im not a pervert, i swear]

[THEA IS IN LOVE WITH MEH BOOBIES / Sucking Waynes ~~dick~~ shisha stick XD]

[This is LOVE]
[Thats all folks!]

The End xox

To my other Beloved

2008-05-25T10:27:00.000-07:00

As ive mentioned, today (25th!) is my bestest's aka Anthea / Thea / Tangerine / Victor-boo / Anth-anth / Ant and newly created MS CHANG BANG's birthday. And this lil bit is dedicated solely to her =)

It was back in late 2002/early 2003.
Despite knowing her for 5/6 years, ive never managed to actually celebrate her birthdays with her due to various reasons.
And im really really glad that i managed too this year.

I still remember the first few times i met her. We got to know each other online on some networking website and i was so excited to find her on the website cause she was practically like the only other Singaporean around and so i added her on MSN immediately. She didnt come online till a few days after i had added her and i remember i was so anxious to talk to her.

And when we finally did speak to each other, we clicked straight away! And from then onwards, i never failed to go online everyday, enduring longass hours and major butt-cramps XD And after about 2 years, we finally met up.

The very first time i actually saw her in person was at Causeway Point. Yes, i dragged my ass all the way to the other side of this Island just to look for her. And im really happy that i did.. cause that was the day i found my bestfriend. It was also the day she bought me a really adorable Jack Skellington puppet/plushie-thing that till today is still stored safely in its box and placed at the side of my bed. We were also freaking obsessed about Long John Silvers and would never fail to have it whenever we met. Also, i still remember that she had a stuffed toy dragon named 'Hamlet' and how we made 'Long Johns Hamlet'.
And whenever we're together, we're ALWAYS hyper and excited for some unknown reason. We never fail to make each other laugh be it by making fun of other people or telling stupid jokes or just looking at each other. And we would also NEVER run out of things to say! Even when we were bored we'd scream 'IM SO BOOOOREEED!!!' at each other and other random things.

But sadly after awhile, we kinda drifted apart.. school kept us both busy and the distance between us DID NOT help at all.

But still, she never failed to be here. If she couldnt be there for me in person, she was always just a call or MSN window away. Shes helped me through so much. She knows most prolly ALL of my secrets. She knows all about my situation with my family and friends and ive never hid anything from her, ever. And shes also one of the very few close friends of mine that have seen me through one of my 'darkest' time of life.

A few years ago, i wasnt how i am today. Far from it, infact. It was a really bad time and i ended up depressed and kept hurting myself and even got suicidal. All the bad things happened, one after another and so quickly that i wasnt even able to take a breather. All of a sudden, my world came crashing down on me and there i was, trapped in a deep pit, smouldered by all the horrible things that were happening and couldnt even reach out a hand to ask for help.

But she reached out her hands for me. She stuck her hands in and slowly helped and guided me out. Never once did she give up on me. I know that there were times where she got tired of helping me or got angry because i didnt listen to her advice and she even once said that shes given up on me, but the truth is, she never did.

And frankly, i dont think that i would have managed to pull through if not for her. Her constant nagging (in a good way), talks, motivation, encouragement, cheerups, listening, advices, opinions, thoughts and on and on.

Which is why, even at the point where we rarely met and would only occasionally have random conversations with "exploding rainbows and unicorns" online, i would still constantly think of her. Infact there were times where i would get upset and cry cause i missed her. There were also times where i cried cause i thought she didnt cared or cause of her actions/words. Ok, i think im starting to sound sick psycho stalker-esque but i assure you im not. This is just how much i really treasure and care for her and how afraid i really am of losing her because she has been amazing.

And sure there were bad times and fuck ups, even recently also, but i guess when it comes down to it, friends who treasure each other wont let dumb things jeapardise their relationships. At least TRUE friends wont.

So yeah..
Anth, im sure your parents were very happy to celebrate your birthday with/for you this morning cause 17 years ago, they were blessed with a wonderful daughter.
For me, its cause i was blessed with a shoulder to cry on, someone i could rant to anytime, a confidant, someone who never fails to cheer me up and one of the bestest friend anyone could ask for.

Thank you.
For 6 years worth of pixelated love and actual love.. all the care and concern.. all the comforting hugs and smiles youve smile.. all the encouragement and help.. For not giving up on me and your patience.. All the seriosuly wonderful, great memories and even being part of not-so-great memories.

Happy Birthday, my love!

And i wish you all the best in everything. And even as your boob sags even more each year (XP), dont ever change.
Youre amazing and I love you. ♥

[2003]
[2008]

PS - Lets have pictures till year 1943625829397229, please!
PPS - I hope that if in future if we ever have anything that we're unhappy with each other about, we can talk to each other about it ? If not we'd end up hating each other and ruining our relationship and i really dont wanna screw up ours =))
PPPS - Its 7am now. I wrote from 5am. I swear. Stayed up all night for you bitch XD Youd better appreciate it! Nyaha.
PPPPS - I GOT ALOT OF PS'ES!!! AHAHAHA. CHANG BANG!!!!

Exploding Farts of Sheesha and NEHNEHPOK

2008-05-25T08:16:00.000-07:00

I aunno.
Guess that sums up pretty much all of today =))

I enjoyed myself tremendously. Seriously. I had such a wonderful day that im scared that something bad (To Anth/Dan/Fel/Wayne: NOT a satellite hitting Singapore, or the end of the world thankyewzverymuch) would happen. If i had to relive a single day of my life over and over again forever, i dont think that today would be a bad choice. Got woken up with by my darling boyfriend with huggles and kisses and proceeded to have an awesome day with my bestest and ended with a touching (to me) event whereby my mom actually talked to me about some stuff. Oh and the fact that it was very obvious that i wuzzed but my dad did not say anything. Yes. -nods-

Anywho!
Anthea's 17th birthday today =) Yes, her boobs have sagged by 1mm. I felt it, i swear. Not true but lets just pretend it is.
Spent the day with teh bf, her, Dan and Fel. It consist of ;

- Sheeshaaaaaa. Loads of it. I didnt wanna leave. Someone buy me one of those... err.. what do you call those sheesha bong like things ? lol. I aunno. Just give me it. XD
- Taking loads of ~~stupid~~ awesome pictures that involved dumb faces, putting Anths camera on a cup and b00bie touching!
- Having fun watching Dan attempt to construct a proper sentence after all the nicotine.

Me: Dan, come here, i wanna take pictures!
Dan: Huh. Dont want. You come here.
Me: Nuuuuuuuuuuuu!
Dan: Uhhh. Dont want. You go sit there -points to empty chair at end of table-
Me: Then you leh !?
Dan: And i sit here. -points to TABLE TOP- (He wants to sit on the table!?!?!?)
Someone: Then who sit there ? -points to empty chair next to me-
Dan: Uhhh... Felicia.
Me: Huh?!
Dan: Uhhh?

- Anth SHEESHA-ING! Like wth!? Lol. Cant believe the girl who once didnt wanna stand near me whenever i was wuzzing would one day fall in love with artificially-flavoured nicotine. XD
- Anth, once again, going gaga in general! "NAH NEH POKS!!!"
- All of us going gaga and making so much noise and attracting weird looks from everyone.
- Waving at random people while on the highway. (SUNTEEEECH!!! XD)
- Walking sideways across the street.
- Have a bunch of weirdos wolf-whistle and make noise at us from a lorry while crossing the road.
- Getting hit in the head by Anth and hitting her back with muffins later on.
- Kenny Rogers (especially cause it was with my baby and our connection with it)!!! -orgasms-
- Talking bout World's end and Felicias satellite, lol.
- Going nuts and screaming like mad bout fireworks that we could hear but could not see.
- Wayne and Dan gay about.
- Hearing bout Wayne and his leprechauns.

Wayne: Anth, have you ever seen this place at this time?
Anth: Nooooooo.
Wayne: Yeh, well, at this time, its dark. And in 15mins time, leprechauns will pop up from the ground and start dancing about.

- Getting to know Fel and Dan better ; awesome fun potential-goodfriend material people, lol.
- Having a majjooooor ~~orgasm~~ blast in general. Hella yeah =)

And cause we took a NUTSO amount of 93 (before dinner) pictures, Anth has yet to zip them and pass them over to me so there shall be no pictures for today. So stay tuned for them! ^^

HOWEVER!
There shall be pictures from the day before when i went down to Katong Shopping Centre to teh bf's moms shop. Its a Beauty Parlour, doing Manicures and Pedicures, Facials, Slimming, Ear Candling, Traditional Message and such. So if anyone is free, or feels like pampering themselves, do not hesitate to drop me a message on my tagboard or Friendster! I'd gladly give you directions or if im free, i might bring you there if you like. So do support! =))

Anyways. So i spent the day there with Tanny and her sisters. Her youngest sister is an absolute sweetheart! She gave me a longass message and i fell asleep! Also, cause i was really sick, coughing my lungs out, she kept giving me water, telling Wayne that he needs to take care of me etc. I love her =P (Na, eh, why you cannot be as nice to me! XDDD)

And Tanny, i had a great time with you =)) I miss going out with you! We've only been friends for a mere 1 year but i still love you muchos! And i grew so attached to you in school that it feels really weird and upsetting now that youre always not here.. (I make it sound as though we're in a relationship, lol!)
Lets do meet up again, soon, alright ? xox

Right! Onto the pictures!

And i shall now present you with the qoute of the day to end this post..

"MOTHERFUCKING CHING PANG!!!!" - Anthea

Still sick. T.T

2008-05-23T11:33:00.000-07:00

[Sans makeup cause i couldnt be arsed XD]

Its 2am.
I just woke up. And now here i am, sitting infront of the laptop (mental note: name it asap!) , munching (yes, munching, dont ask) on plain rice cause theres nothing else for me to eat at home due to my sickness so yeh. Its 2am so it explains the lack of lovely home cooked food. Which i most prolly cant eat anyways due to my sore throat/cough/heatiness. Fuckernathan. =.=

The moment i get better, im going on a food rampaaaageee. Muahahahaha. No food, i repeat, NO FOOD, shall be spared! Well, maybe some. Cause i dont eat vegetables.. or seafood.. lucky bastards XD Maybe id just force Wayne or whoever to eat more of them. Bwahahah. -cue evil laughter-

And hopefully i get better soon considering how i finally saw a doctor today. Bright and early too, might i add. Cause i couldnt sleep all night due to the relentless coughing. Its been getting worse. So bad that i even cough till i puke. Maybe i should get a place in the Guinness Book of Records ; Kittyn - girl who coughed her innards out!

And Waynes got a nice lil trucker cap (which to me, is a lil out of shape) which he is in love with and would most prolly have passionate hat-sex with if i werent here, that i used to hate but have started to grow fond off. Been stealing it once in awhile, nyeha! Behold, teh Kittyn with hair all bunned up inside teh cap -

[Wayne says that i look like a lil army boy, haha]

Oh! And i also managed to get back my 'O' level cert! (Sec school's just opposite my family doctor so yeh) I think im like the last person to have gotten back her cert ? Lol. Nvm. At least i got it back. The security guards were nice, letting me in despite the fact that i have metal all over my face and weirdass hair. But i had to be escorted though, haha. I still remember the previous time i was inside the school, i saw Ms Ow (discipline mistress) and gave her a bright and cheery 'HI MS OW!' before getting escorted OUT of school and exiled (never allowed in school again cuz of my appearence). -places hand on forehead- Oh, the shaaaame. The aggooonnnyyy. Cheh =.= What bull. But good times, good times XD

And when i got my cert, i couldnt help but grin from ear to ear. -ish proud of self- XD Who would have guessed that the girl who was never in class/school would get As and Bs for her 'o's. And to all the assholes who kept asking Nina how badly i failed - SCREW YOU XD Yeh, i wasnt in school most of the time, but thats only cause the school kept trying to get me into trouble (they managed to open 2 new police cases for me, wow). My mom didnt even want me in school. But I WAS studying at home. I have enough discipline to not need to be in school where they attempt to try to force you to sudy. And NO, im not the delinquent you thought i were, who only knew how to loiter around at void decks and malls etc. FYI, i was at void decks alot but its only cause i chose to have my study sessions there unlike you pretentious prissies who like to waste tons of money at Starbucks or TCC or whatever yet got nothing done. -sticks tongue out-

Oh! x2
And we finally got Tish her diapers.

She cant walk properly yet XDD Not used to it i guess, heh. She walks as though, and i qoute MY MOM, she has 'dua lampar' aka BIG BALLS. Hahaha. Enjoy, peeepurrs.