Its now almost 9am, and here i am sitting in front of my comp, feeling pretty surprised at myself for finally creating a blog. I think Anth would be very glad when she finds out as I've been bugging her for ages, saying that i wanna get a blog but being the amazing proicrastinator person that I am, i never got round to it.. Hur.
But I guess.. recent events have caused me to go slightly off my rocker (slightly more then usual, i mean) and I guess I decided that it'd be better for me to create a blog and have an outlet to (attempt too) express my feelings rather then suppressing everything and then having a meltdown or summin again.
But yeh.. Actually, even though the last time i blogged was what, back in 2004, when i was an innocent sec 1 student (HAHA.), it doesnt really feels weird. I mean.. you'd think that conversing with yourself, or a computer screen would seem rather retarded but truth be told, i like it.. maybe cause i know it wont judge what i have to say. And the reason i say that im conversing with myself/computer screen is cause im planning to keep this blog on the low... cause as ive mentioned its gunna be the place where i try to clear my head. And it'd suck knowing that random strangers are gunna be reading my/my thoughts like a book and thinking godknowswhat in their head.
Humans have got to be one of the worst creatures around...
Blah. I need me cancer stick. Been craving it all night as i ran out and had to wait till only just for teh boyfriend to go out and get a pack before he goes to school and i stay at home, feeling emotions that are way too familiar...
OOH. Another reason why only close friends of mine should get to read this blog... cause i dont make sense half of the time... especially when im upset/aggitated/angry... but then again, even when im happy ive been told that i dont make sense... hmmm... WELL, there you go. Hur.
And wow.. i just realised that while i was battling with the html (html which i once had at the tip of my fingers -tears-) for teh blogskin or whateveryouwannacallit i had so many things i wanted to write about but now.. i cant remember any. -grumbles-
Maybe its teh wuzzy O.o Cool... others feel like puking, some shiver etc from wuzzy-withdrawal, i get 'loads of things to talk bout'. Psht.
And now im tired. Blah.
PS - To Anth: Eh, why you not awake yet. I hate you. I think you're gunna be the only one reading my blog, heheheh. WAKE UP BITCH. DAMNIT. i hate you. xox XD
