Titles are dumb.
Screw making this blog private.
I could add a password but id hafta sign up for an account and then edit all the html and shit. Eff =.= Im lazy.
Its 4.47am now.
Why do i always check the time before i blog ? O.o Hmm..
Right. Anywho..
I need to wake up. Someone slap me? -slaps self-
I dont need anyone. Im fine. This is my life. I shouldnt be depending on anyone to help me through it.
They wont be able too anyway.. even if they do help now, they wont be here forever.
Wow, cant believe i actually said that.
But i guess we all have moments in life where we 'wake up' or have a sudden realisation of things..
Actually i have that alot. I just refuse to listen/ accept it?
Its like last time, when i had relationship problems, and id be all upset... and i knew i had to just simply forget and move on but i refused too. Simply because.
Yes, thats who i am. Stubborn as fuck. So sue me =D
HOWEVER!
I think this time.. might just be different.. im sick and tired of being unhappy.. i dont, i repeat, i dont want feelings of anything other then happiness in my life. I dont wanna be back to how i used to be. Feeling depressed, crying 24/7 etc etc.
Lifes too short to waste it on that. Especially since im a smoker. I just found out that with every stick of wuzzy i wuzz, a year of my life is taken away.. with reference to 20 years la(whatever that means, lol).
What stupid quiz website has that! BLARGH. I wanna quit. But.. i dont wanna. Yay, me. =.=
_|_ FUCK IT 
OKAY. On a cheerier note!
MET ANTH/VICTOR-BOO/ANT-ANT/THEA (toherfans,hehe) yesterday!
She was a real sweetheart. Coming all the way down from woodlands to look for me just cause i was upset. -huggles her- Heh.
Been ages since i last saw her.. and i miss her muchos.
All her random lameass jokes, weird noises she makes and her super stretchable face which results in amazing facial expressions. Yeee =D
However, I
do not miss her fingers, constantly prodding me in the back while im still asleep. lol.
And her constant 'omgs' at my lack of eyebrows. XD
So after all the prodding and omgawds we ended up at Hougang Mall where we plotted ourselves down at a corner of Macs and proceeded to eat ice-creams.
A MacFlurry for teh Anth and a cheapass 50cent Vanilla Coin for teh kitten.
WITHOUT RAINBOW SPRINKLES cause of teh bitch at the counter who insisted that there were no more rainbow sprinkles
despite the full container of RAINBOW SPRINKLES
on the counter. -grumbles-
Whatever. -sticks tongue out-
I had a great time with anth anyways.. whining/bitching loads like i always do XD Didnt really manage to catch up much on what shes been up too, i just realised, cause i was too busy whining, lol.
So yeh, that day was pretty much 'listen to teh kittyn whine' day instead of 'anth and kittyn bonding' day, lol.
Uh wells.. we camwhored too though! Twas fun, no duh. However i dont think anth had as much fun as me cause most of the time i was being narcissistic and pointing the camera at myself. Eh, but surprisingly i only have one picture of me XDDDD
And then we met up with teh
lemon Hannya, lol, and sent her off to her bustop which we couldnt find at first then went back to teh mall to find Mel, Sharon and teh rest at the arcade playing with the punching machine game thingy, LOL. Attempting to break their own high score =.=
And then we got bored and ended up at The Prata House for dinner, came home and created this blog. Yay. I write
ALOT =.= Who the hell is ever gunna read all these crap, LOL. Nvm.
PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKCHHUUUUUUUUUURS!!!
XoXo
