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Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Titles are dumb.
Screw making this blog private.
I could add a password but id hafta sign up for an account and then edit all the html and shit. Eff =.= Im lazy.

Its 4.47am now.
Why do i always check the time before i blog ? O.o Hmm..
Right. Anywho..

I need to wake up. Someone slap me? -slaps self-
I dont need anyone. Im fine. This is my life. I shouldnt be depending on anyone to help me through it.
They wont be able too anyway.. even if they do help now, they wont be here forever.

Wow, cant believe i actually said that.
But i guess we all have moments in life where we 'wake up' or have a sudden realisation of things..
Actually i have that alot. I just refuse to listen/ accept it?
Its like last time, when i had relationship problems, and id be all upset... and i knew i had to just simply forget and move on but i refused too. Simply because.

Yes, thats who i am. Stubborn as fuck. So sue me =D

HOWEVER!
I think this time.. might just be different.. im sick and tired of being unhappy.. i dont, i repeat, i dont want feelings of anything other then happiness in my life. I dont wanna be back to how i used to be. Feeling depressed, crying 24/7 etc etc.
Lifes too short to waste it on that. Especially since im a smoker. I just found out that with every stick of wuzzy i wuzz, a year of my life is taken away.. with reference to 20 years la(whatever that means, lol).
What stupid quiz website has that! BLARGH. I wanna quit. But.. i dont wanna. Yay, me. =.=

_|_ FUCK IT




OKAY. On a cheerier note!
MET ANTH/VICTOR-BOO/ANT-ANT/THEA (toherfans,hehe) yesterday!
She was a real sweetheart. Coming all the way down from woodlands to look for me just cause i was upset. -huggles her- Heh.
Been ages since i last saw her.. and i miss her muchos.
All her random lameass jokes, weird noises she makes and her super stretchable face which results in amazing facial expressions. Yeee =D

However, I do not miss her fingers, constantly prodding me in the back while im still asleep. lol.
And her constant 'omgs' at my lack of eyebrows. XD

So after all the prodding and omgawds we ended up at Hougang Mall where we plotted ourselves down at a corner of Macs and proceeded to eat ice-creams.
A MacFlurry for teh Anth and a cheapass 50cent Vanilla Coin for teh kitten. WITHOUT RAINBOW SPRINKLES cause of teh bitch at the counter who insisted that there were no more rainbow sprinkles despite the full container of RAINBOW SPRINKLES on the counter. -grumbles-

Whatever. -sticks tongue out-
I had a great time with anth anyways.. whining/bitching loads like i always do XD Didnt really manage to catch up much on what shes been up too, i just realised, cause i was too busy whining, lol.
So yeh, that day was pretty much 'listen to teh kittyn whine' day instead of 'anth and kittyn bonding' day, lol.

Uh wells.. we camwhored too though! Twas fun, no duh. However i dont think anth had as much fun as me cause most of the time i was being narcissistic and pointing the camera at myself. Eh, but surprisingly i only have one picture of me XDDDD

And then we met up with teh lemon Hannya, lol, and sent her off to her bustop which we couldnt find at first then went back to teh mall to find Mel, Sharon and teh rest at the arcade playing with the punching machine game thingy, LOL. Attempting to break their own high score =.=

And then we got bored and ended up at The Prata House for dinner, came home and created this blog. Yay. I write ALOT =.= Who the hell is ever gunna read all these crap, LOL. Nvm.

PEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKCHHUUUUUUUUUURS!!!


XoXo
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Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Finally ?
Its now almost 9am, and here i am sitting in front of my comp, feeling pretty surprised at myself for finally creating a blog.
I think Anth would be very glad when she finds out as I've been bugging her for ages, saying that i wanna get a blog but being the amazing proicrastinator person that I am, i never got round to it.. Hur.

But I guess.. recent events have caused me to go slightly off my rocker (slightly more then usual, i mean) and I guess I decided that it'd be better for me to create a blog and have an outlet to (attempt too) express my feelings rather then suppressing everything and then having a meltdown or summin again.

But yeh.. Actually, even though the last time i blogged was what, back in 2004, when i was an innocent sec 1 student (HAHA.), it doesnt really feels weird.
I mean.. you'd think that conversing with yourself, or a computer screen would seem rather retarded but truth be told, i like it.. maybe cause i know it wont judge what i have to say.
And the reason i say that im conversing with myself/computer screen is cause im planning to keep this blog on the low... cause as ive mentioned its gunna be the place where i try to clear my head. And it'd suck knowing that random strangers are gunna be reading my/my thoughts like a book and thinking godknowswhat in their head.

Humans have got to be one of the worst creatures around...

Blah. I need me cancer stick. Been craving it all night as i ran out and had to wait till only just for teh boyfriend to go out and get a pack before he goes to school and i stay at home, feeling emotions that are way too familiar...

OOH. Another reason why only close friends of mine should get to read this blog... cause i dont make sense half of the time... especially when im upset/aggitated/angry... but then again, even when im happy ive been told that i dont make sense... hmmm... WELL, there you go. Hur.

And wow.. i just realised that while i was battling with the html (html which i once had at the tip of my fingers -tears-) for teh blogskin or whateveryouwannacallit i had so many things i wanted to write about but now.. i cant remember any. -grumbles-

Maybe its teh wuzzy O.o Cool... others feel like puking, some shiver etc from wuzzy-withdrawal, i get 'loads of things to talk bout'. Psht.

And now im tired. Blah.

PS - To Anth: Eh, why you not awake yet. I hate you. I think you're gunna be the only one reading my blog, heheheh. WAKE UP BITCH. DAMNIT. i hate you. xox XD
XoXo
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