Yes he is. And not cause he's able to give me multiple orgasms. XD HAHA. But cause his art is awesome. And considering my high standards, its really saying something XD
Spent the entire day with teh bf chionging his Art Prep work. 8 pages of A4 work thats supposed to be done in a span of 3 weeks completed in a day. X.X My hands are once again aching. (No more handjobs massages for you bun XD)
Ended up at the Prata place for prata (what else =.=) again. With Tanny. Prata is getting way too expensive. Especially when they add special unwanted ingredients inside. (Think black, curly and grows on bodies) Really increases appetitide, doesnt it ? [/sarcasm]
Oh. And im STILL sick. T.T My sister keeps calling me Birtney.. as in Murphy. Not weird-bald Spears. Who, i must say, IS NOT fat. People are nuts. Seriously. I'd love to see you being able to look as good as her after shooting 2 kids out of your vagina. Honestly, people! "leave Britney alone!" (And no, im seriously NOT mocking Chris Crocker whom i actually find entertaining)
Alright.. im blabbering. So i shall just stop and go watch more Chris Crocker videos on Youtube.
PS - I just realised that im not smiling at all in any of the pictures from today. Damn. I really am that tired/sick. Hah.
Yes. Unless youre part of Chang Bang. Ie - Youre Thea, Felicia, Danielle or Wanda.
[To Anth: OMG. I TYPED THAT AND WAYNE STARTED LAUGHING LIKE MAD I SWEAR. THEN HE WAS ALL 'HEHEHEHEHE. MUTHAFUCKING CHANG BANG SMBJDMHSTWN HEHEHEHE. ANTHEA. AHAHAHHA' lmao]
Right. Peepurzz. I just realised i have a videeeoooooz. Lame asss fuck but yeh. I shall just upload it, no ?
Cause i find Felicica attempting to not breathe and Dan's face at the end supppaaa amusing. -nods-
And also cause it reminds me of the video you guys had. Bout Congkat or summin. And Thea going "WHICH BOMOH CAN MAKE THE EARTH CRACK!?' all indignantly. L.O.muathfucking.L.
PS - DANS FACE DANS FACE!!!! PPS - Ey.. ignore the horrid hyena like laughter at the end. Thank yewz. That wasnt me. Yes.. it was.. ey.. Danielle again. Yes. XD PPPS - Eh. Take more videos leh. Ones that do not involve acting like a moron can XD
The Qi-ma, the pictures and the non-existant wardrobe.
Me: Effff. Wayne: Orh! I call my nanny. You die already. She'll bring her old lady gang! Me: ... Wayne: Yes. You dont think what okay! They very powerful. They know all those Qigong thing. 1 metre away and they give a punch and youd be flying in the air. Me: ... Wayne: Yes. 1 metre! Dont play a fool. Qigong! Qima also!
QI GONG AND QI MA! (as in ahgong and ahma) GETIT GETIT!?!?!?! lmao. You prolly dont but nvm. -is entertained-
Oh and yesterday after getting home, i finished like half the pack of my Viceroy. T.T I think its cause of the sheesha. I usually wuzz no more then 5 sticks a day. This is NOT good. Anth, i blame you. Lol. For introducing me to artifically flavoured HEAVEN. Argh.
Right. Anyways. I just realised that im the only one with pictures from Thea's birthday so if anyone wants them, they shall have to beg me! Muahahahah. -coughs- Right. So grovel bitches!!! XD Jk. But yeh. After HOURS of tedious editing of the 50+ (no exaggeration) pictures till my eyes burned and fingers ached, i proudly present to you,
The Chronicles of Chang Bang. (Staring Kittyn, Thea, Wanda, Danielle and Felicia)
[ Im not a pervert, i swear]
[THEA IS IN LOVE WITH MEH BOOBIES / Sucking Waynes dick shisha stick XD]
As ive mentioned, today (25th!) is my bestest's aka Anthea / Thea / Tangerine / Victor-boo / Anth-anth / Ant and newly created MS CHANG BANG's birthday. And this lil bit is dedicated solely to her =)
It was back in late 2002/early 2003. Despite knowing her for 5/6 years, ive never managed to actually celebrate her birthdays with her due to various reasons. And im really really glad that i managed too this year.
I still remember the first few times i met her. We got to know each other online on some networking website and i was so excited to find her on the website cause she was practically like the only other Singaporean around and so i added her on MSN immediately. She didnt come online till a few days after i had added her and i remember i was so anxious to talk to her.
And when we finally did speak to each other, we clicked straight away! And from then onwards, i never failed to go online everyday, enduring longass hours and major butt-cramps XD And after about 2 years, we finally met up.
The very first time i actually saw her in person was at Causeway Point. Yes, i dragged my ass all the way to the other side of this Island just to look for her. And im really happy that i did.. cause that was the day i found my bestfriend. It was also the day she bought me a really adorable Jack Skellington puppet/plushie-thing that till today is still stored safely in its box and placed at the side of my bed. We were also freaking obsessed about Long John Silvers and would never fail to have it whenever we met. Also, i still remember that she had a stuffed toy dragon named 'Hamlet' and how we made 'Long Johns Hamlet'. And whenever we're together, we're ALWAYS hyper and excited for some unknown reason. We never fail to make each other laugh be it by making fun of other people or telling stupid jokes or just looking at each other. And we would also NEVER run out of things to say! Even when we were bored we'd scream 'IM SO BOOOOREEED!!!' at each other and other random things.
But sadly after awhile, we kinda drifted apart.. school kept us both busy and the distance between us DID NOT help at all.
But still, she never failed to be here. If she couldnt be there for me in person, she was always just a call or MSN window away. Shes helped me through so much. She knows most prolly ALL of my secrets. She knows all about my situation with my family and friends and ive never hid anything from her, ever. And shes also one of the very few close friends of mine that have seen me through one of my 'darkest' time of life.
A few years ago, i wasnt how i am today. Far from it, infact. It was a really bad time and i ended up depressed and kept hurting myself and even got suicidal. All the bad things happened, one after another and so quickly that i wasnt even able to take a breather. All of a sudden, my world came crashing down on me and there i was, trapped in a deep pit, smouldered by all the horrible things that were happening and couldnt even reach out a hand to ask for help.
But she reached out her hands for me. She stuck her hands in and slowly helped and guided me out. Never once did she give up on me. I know that there were times where she got tired of helping me or got angry because i didnt listen to her advice and she even once said that shes given up on me, but the truth is, she never did.
And frankly, i dont think that i would have managed to pull through if not for her. Her constant nagging (in a good way), talks, motivation, encouragement, cheerups, listening, advices, opinions, thoughts and on and on.
Which is why, even at the point where we rarely met and would only occasionally have random conversations with "exploding rainbows and unicorns" online, i would still constantly think of her. Infact there were times where i would get upset and cry cause i missed her. There were also times where i cried cause i thought she didnt cared or cause of her actions/words. Ok, i think im starting to sound sick psycho stalker-esque but i assure you im not. This is just how much i really treasure and care for her and how afraid i really am of losing her because she has been amazing.
And sure there were bad times and fuck ups, even recently also, but i guess when it comes down to it, friends who treasure each other wont let dumb things jeapardise their relationships. At least TRUE friends wont.
So yeah.. Anth, im sure your parents were very happy to celebrate your birthday with/for you this morning cause 17 years ago, they were blessed with a wonderful daughter. For me, its cause i was blessed with a shoulder to cry on, someone i could rant to anytime, a confidant, someone who never fails to cheer me up and one of the bestest friend anyone could ask for.
Thank you. For 6 years worth of pixelated love and actual love.. all the care and concern.. all the comforting hugs and smiles youve smile.. all the encouragement and help.. For not giving up on me and your patience.. All the seriosuly wonderful, great memories and even being part of not-so-great memories.
Happy Birthday, my love!
And i wish you all the best in everything. And even as your boob sags even more each year (XP), dont ever change. Youre amazing and I love you. ♥
[2003] [2008]
PS - Lets have pictures till year 1943625829397229, please! PPS - I hope that if in future if we ever have anything that we're unhappy with each other about, we can talk to each other about it ? If not we'd end up hating each other and ruining our relationship and i really dont wanna screw up ours =)) PPPS - Its 7am now. I wrote from 5am. I swear. Stayed up all night for you bitch XD Youd better appreciate it! Nyaha. PPPPS - I GOT ALOT OF PS'ES!!! AHAHAHA. CHANG BANG!!!!
I aunno. Guess that sums up pretty much all of today =))
I enjoyed myself tremendously. Seriously. I had such a wonderful day that im scared that something bad (To Anth/Dan/Fel/Wayne: NOT a satellite hitting Singapore, or the end of the world thankyewzverymuch) would happen. If i had to relive a single day of my life over and over again forever, i dont think that today would be a bad choice. Got woken up with by my darling boyfriend with huggles and kisses and proceeded to have an awesome day with my bestest and ended with a touching (to me) event whereby my mom actually talked to me about some stuff. Oh and the fact that it was very obvious that i wuzzed but my dad did not say anything. Yes. -nods-
Anywho! Anthea's 17th birthday today =) Yes, her boobs have sagged by 1mm. I felt it, i swear. Not true but lets just pretend it is. Spent the day with teh bf, her, Dan and Fel. It consist of ;
- Sheeshaaaaaa. Loads of it. I didnt wanna leave. Someone buy me one of those... err.. what do you call those sheesha bong like things ? lol. I aunno. Just give me it. XD - Taking loads of stupid awesome pictures that involved dumb faces, putting Anths camera on a cup and b00bie touching! - Having fun watching Dan attempt to construct a proper sentence after all the nicotine.
Me: Dan, come here, i wanna take pictures! Dan: Huh. Dont want. You come here. Me: Nuuuuuuuuuuuu! Dan: Uhhh. Dont want. You go sit there -points to empty chair at end of table- Me: Then you leh !? Dan: And i sit here. -points to TABLE TOP- (He wants to sit on the table!?!?!?) Someone: Then who sit there ? -points to empty chair next to me- Dan: Uhhh... Felicia. Me: Huh?! Dan: Uhhh?
- Anth SHEESHA-ING! Like wth!? Lol. Cant believe the girl who once didnt wanna stand near me whenever i was wuzzing would one day fall in love with artificially-flavoured nicotine. XD - Anth, once again, going gaga in general! "NAH NEH POKS!!!" - All of us going gaga and making so much noise and attracting weird looks from everyone. - Waving at random people while on the highway. (SUNTEEEECH!!! XD) - Walking sideways across the street. - Have a bunch of weirdos wolf-whistle and make noise at us from a lorry while crossing the road. - Getting hit in the head by Anth and hitting her back with muffins later on. - Kenny Rogers (especially cause it was with my baby and our connection with it)!!! -orgasms- - Talking bout World's end and Felicias satellite, lol. - Going nuts and screaming like mad bout fireworks that we could hear but could not see. - Wayne and Dan gay about. - Hearing bout Wayne and his leprechauns.
Wayne: Anth, have you ever seen this place at this time? Anth: Nooooooo. Wayne: Yeh, well, at this time, its dark. And in 15mins time, leprechauns will pop up from the ground and start dancing about.
- Getting to know Fel and Dan better ; awesome fun potential-goodfriend material people, lol. - Having a majjooooor orgasm blast in general. Hella yeah =)
And cause we took a NUTSO amount of 93 (before dinner) pictures, Anth has yet to zip them and pass them over to me so there shall be no pictures for today. So stay tuned for them! ^^
HOWEVER! There shall be pictures from the day before when i went down to Katong Shopping Centre to teh bf's moms shop. Its a Beauty Parlour, doing Manicures and Pedicures, Facials, Slimming, Ear Candling, Traditional Message and such. So if anyone is free, or feels like pampering themselves, do not hesitate to drop me a message on my tagboard or Friendster! I'd gladly give you directions or if im free, i might bring you there if you like. So do support! =))
Anyways. So i spent the day there with Tanny and her sisters. Her youngest sister is an absolute sweetheart! She gave me a longass message and i fell asleep! Also, cause i was really sick, coughing my lungs out, she kept giving me water, telling Wayne that he needs to take care of me etc. I love her =P (Na, eh, why you cannot be as nice to me! XDDD)
And Tanny, i had a great time with you =)) I miss going out with you! We've only been friends for a mere 1 year but i still love you muchos! And i grew so attached to you in school that it feels really weird and upsetting now that youre always not here.. (I make it sound as though we're in a relationship, lol!) Lets do meet up again, soon, alright ? xox
Right! Onto the pictures!
And i shall now present you with the qoute of the day to end this post..
Its 2am. I just woke up. And now here i am, sitting infront of the laptop (mental note: name it asap!) , munching (yes, munching, dont ask) on plain rice cause theres nothing else for me to eat at home due to my sickness so yeh. Its 2am so it explains the lack of lovely home cooked food. Which i most prolly cant eat anyways due to my sore throat/cough/heatiness. Fuckernathan. =.=
The moment i get better, im going on a food rampaaaageee. Muahahahaha. No food, i repeat, NO FOOD, shall be spared! Well, maybe some. Cause i dont eat vegetables.. or seafood.. lucky bastards XD Maybe id just force Wayne or whoever to eat more of them. Bwahahah. -cue evil laughter-
And hopefully i get better soon considering how i finally saw a doctor today. Bright and early too, might i add. Cause i couldnt sleep all night due to the relentless coughing. Its been getting worse. So bad that i even cough till i puke. Maybe i should get a place in the Guinness Book of Records ; Kittyn - girl who coughed her innards out!
And Waynes got a nice lil trucker cap (which to me, is a lil out of shape) which he is in love with and would most prolly have passionate hat-sex with if i werent here, that i used to hate but have started to grow fond off. Been stealing it once in awhile, nyeha! Behold, teh Kittyn with hair all bunned up inside teh cap -
[Wayne says that i look like a lil army boy, haha]
Oh! And i also managed to get back my 'O' level cert! (Sec school's just opposite my family doctor so yeh) I think im like the last person to have gotten back her cert ? Lol. Nvm. At least i got it back. The security guards were nice, letting me in despite the fact that i have metal all over my face and weirdass hair. But i had to be escorted though, haha. I still remember the previous time i was inside the school, i saw Ms Ow (discipline mistress) and gave her a bright and cheery 'HI MS OW!' before getting escorted OUT of school and exiled (never allowed in school again cuz of my appearence). -places hand on forehead- Oh, the shaaaame. The aggooonnnyyy. Cheh =.= What bull. But good times, good times XD
And when i got my cert, i couldnt help but grin from ear to ear. -ish proud of self- XD Who would have guessed that the girl who was never in class/school would get As and Bs for her 'o's. And to all the assholes who kept asking Nina how badly i failed - SCREW YOU XD Yeh, i wasnt in school most of the time, but thats only cause the school kept trying to get me into trouble (they managed to open 2 new police cases for me, wow). My mom didnt even want me in school. But I WAS studying at home. I have enough discipline to not need to be in school where they attempt to try to force you to sudy. And NO, im not the delinquent you thought i were, who only knew how to loiter around at void decks and malls etc. FYI, i was at void decks alot but its only cause i chose to have my study sessions there unlike you pretentious prissies who like to waste tons of money at Starbucks or TCC or whatever yet got nothing done. -sticks tongue out-
Oh! x2 And we finally got Tish her diapers.
She cant walk properly yet XDD Not used to it i guess, heh. She walks as though, and i qoute MY MOM, she has 'dua lampar' aka BIG BALLS. Hahaha. Enjoy, peeepurrs.
No, it isnt fair. I might not be the perfect daughter, or girlfriend, or student. I might not be the perfect person. But it still isnt fair. I know i can be hard to deal with. I know i can be high-maintenance. I also know that i can be whinny, mopey, bi-polared, loud, uncouth (at times), demanding, bad-tempered, needy, weird and a whole lot of other shit. But then again, who doesnt have certain/some bad points about themselves ? We all have undesirable points about ourselves.
No one is perfect
Cliche but true.
And we all make mistakes. Ive made mistakes. Ive done some stuff i wish i never did. Ive broken hearts, ive lied, ive stolen, ive been under arrest, ive gotten into fights, ive hurt loads of people with my words/actions and/or making them cry.. ive even made my mother cry (dont throw rotten eggs at me, please!). Yes, i can be a nightmare sometimes.
HOWEVER, the thing is that i am notthat cold and unfeeling and so devoid of humanity and emotions that i feel no regret nor remorse for my wrong-doings. Neither do i choose to be a bitch.
No. Id very much rather feel guilty when i spoil the pair of shoes i borrowed from my sister and feel bad for coming home late and making my parents worry. Id also rather forgive the people who have betrayed/backstab-ed me in the past instead of creating sinister plots for revenge and i hope that my parents and whoever i might have offended/hurt in anyway are able to forgive me.
And i feel that if youre capable of feeling remorse and guilt and other similar emotions and able to forgive and seek forgiveness etc, youre alright in general. Afterall,
To err is to be human
Is it not ?
Which is why i feel that i can safely say that i am a good person in general. Yes. I can honestly say that beneath all the layers of crap, that everyone else also has, im a good person. My heart isnt "black" (Ahh, what goffik-ness) And i can say all that WITHOUT lying to myself.
Which is also why i feel that i dont deserve this. No, i most definately DO NOT deserve all this shit at all. I deserve to be happy. So heres a very nice and big,
Officially down with the flu, horrendous cough and a fever that goes on and off.
Wow. Fun. [/sarcasm] =.= This sucks. I cant eat anything cause of my cough, so i have like one meal per day and laze around for the rest of the day which sucks cause now i feel seriously lethargic and tired. Also, im feeling hungry 24/7 but i cant eat most food and the food that i can eat, i dont feel like eating, so i end up wuzzing, which in return screws up my throat even more. Its a vicious cycle. Tsk.
Its murdersuicide. I swear.
On a lighter note, I make awesome mushroom soup x)
And cause i find Tish with a pad highly amusing..
Yes. Ahhh~ What sickness can do to you. -shoot self-
Oh and cause a certain SOMEONE, -cough- John -cough-, is annoying and im such a nice person XD
DOES ANYONE HAVE THE SONG 'DEVILS PLAYGROUND' !?!?!?!
Well, if you do, please send it either to me or him through whatever means you can think off and he would gladly repay you with his anus =)) KThxBai
So ive been stressing bout whether to go back to school and have finally decide to do it. HOWEVER, i just realised that even if i do get a diploma from TP, it wont mean JACKSHYTE cause im planning to move overseas, most prolly to Australia or the US. And the diploma isnt recognised internationally. Great. Just when you thought youve got everything settled, it all falls apart again.
Quarreled with teh boyfriend today. Was dumb. Fuck it. Proceeded to Sengkang again. Met up with Banana, Tanny, Ahlam, Matt and Monkey. Didnt do much.. but its nice to have people around when you're down. Also, Nina came to look for me. -huggles her- I miss her like mad =( She got me some shortbread cookies thing O.o Random i know, but yeh, shes a real darling, heh. I miss seeing her like practically everyday and having her stayover.. but i guess its true that nothing gold can stay .
Went to the Airport round 2am for some supper... T3 is beautiful. But kinda depressing.. maybe cause of the lack of people/activities ? Or maybe its just me, i aunno. And because im feeling kinda blah..
Random shyte from today ;
- I looooooooorve orange juice! Spent almost $10 on it at the airport =.= My pockets burnt to a crisp right now but i just couldnt resist. -Nina is a cock rock master. (Whatever that means XD) Lol. (Inside joke, dont bother) -Shes also in love with weird see-through boxers with shiny hearts all over that can fit the BOTH of us.
[Proof that her boxers are way too huge x)]
- Teh sister drove up a curb today. Some weird thing is now dangling from the left front wheel area. She then proceeded to just nonchalantly park the car back into our front porch and pretended that nothing happened. - She also insists that i never speak of that incident again lest teh padre butchers her with a butter knife. (I was really amused by the whole hoopla though) - It costs 2k to get to Texas, USA. LIKE WTFX#?!^%*# Anyone wanna sponsor me a ticket there ? -puppyeyes- - The weird reddish stains that have been appearing miraculously around the house is none other then Tish's menstruation. Yes, its that time of the year again for her. Which means ewww cause there were stains ON MY BEDSHEETS -dies-
PS: To the person who found my blog by googling 'star tattoo butt webcam' - WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU !? =.=
Say hallu to Big Head! XD Turned my double ended dreads into falls cause they were killing me. I swear my head was falling apart. Plus, yours truely is sick. -coughs- I cant scream anymore =( Tis sad. I cant shout at people anymore. I can squeak at them like a lil mouse but yeh, thats just not as fun XD Oh! I can sneeze at people though. -snorts-
Right. Anyways Cause im so tired i shall just write less and show more dumbass awesome (XD) pictures! Woke up quite late today after all the dreading. Ate a lil and went out and spent quality time with teh sisters and boyfriend.
Had fondue at White Tangerine. Always a nice place to go to just hang around and relax at night..
[Foooooooooooood]
[Wayne attempting to snort up the leftover chocolate XD]
[Teh sisters and moi]
[I kept bumping into stuff XD]
[L.O L.O L.O L.O.V.E XD]
[Fun with fake hair and big lobes]
[Fun with a hot b0i XD]
Yeah. Twas fun. Oh! And for teh promised lil hair-related surprise...
[Now you see hair]
AND
[Now you dont!]
Alright, you can all go marvel and drool over my (lack-of) hair now beeches. G'night.
Past few days were fun-fun-hardworking-fun-eventful-fun-fulfilling-funFUNfun! XD On the 15th, I officially got ownership of Daddys Vaio. Why? Cause he came home with a new one in Champagne Gold thats freaking gorgeous.
Dad: -shows laptop/notebook/whateverthefuckyouwannacallit-LOOK AT THIS! NICE RIGHT!?!? NICE RIGHT?!?! Me: OMG. Yeah. Dad: You want it ? Me: Huh?! Serious?!?! Omg, yes please! Dad: Haha! Too bad, you cant have it -makes faces-
Lol =.= Uh wells, at least i got his "old" one.
And also, your truly was lazing around in bed spending her time wisely after pulling an all-nighter when teh boyfriend came home from school. So as usual, he put his bag down and came to gimme a nice kissy and in his hand was some weird looking brown parcel.
He passed it to me, i read it, saw it was my hair order, screamed my lungs out, ran around my room and practically cried cause i was that ecstatic. Yes, im that nutso, so sue me =D
After i finally settled down, i carefully opened the parcel and there it was - my beloved synth hair, which i paid sixty-fucking-dollars for might i add, in all its... err.. hairy glory ? (cue laughter) And i immdediately set off to work.
Backcombed and sealed and got loads of burns for hours staright, i think bout from 3-9, without any breaks, till i was too tired and went to bed. Woke on Friday at 5am and continued.
So after fuckloads of backcombing, countless amounts of sealing and getting so many burns that my fingers are freaking numb and callused ;
I FINALLY HAVE MY DREADS!
And after i was done with them, i couldnt wait to get them in and so teh lovely boyfriend and his mom spent AGES installing them for me XD But there shall be no pictures of them for now, just cause XD
Oh, and i also got a haircut from, well, myself, hurhur. Say hullo to my bangxzxvxzs. Cuz im k00l XD
And thanks so much baby. For staying up with me, getiing burns from sealing, holding the hair while i backcombed and twisted, installing the dreads for hours. Thanks for everything . (Someones gunna get teh lovin tonight -wink wink-)
Oh! And; PS - if you guys stay tuned, i assure you a nice lil surprised thats hair related soon x)
PPS - I hate teh lousy cameraphone pics T.T I miss my camera. I have no monehs to get a new one. FuckityfuckityFUCKfuck.
Yes he is.
[2008]
[Wayne attempting to snort up the leftover chocolate XD]
[Teh sisters and moi]
[I kept bumping into stuff XD]
[L.O L.O L.O L.O.V.E XD]
[Fun with fake hair and big lobes]
[Fun with a hot b0i XD]
[Now you see hair]
