Just went to the 3rd funeral I've been to in the span of 12 months. It's depressing...
I realise that I tend to focus all my energy on niggly lil things while shoving the real problem deep into a pit of, I would think, utter chaos, after the years of me doing that. I find it much easier to deal with anger and aggression as opposed to sorrow or sadness. Or is aggression how I show my sorrow ? Haha. I don't know. All I know is that I'm one twisted sister :)
And that my emotions aren't being handled all too well right now. Le Sigh.
This made me laugh though:
"You're dressed very appropriately for the funeral."
"These are my normal everyday clothes."
Apparently, I dress like I'm going to a funeral everyday. Lol.Labels: blue, joycelyn kittyn, Kittyn, Kittyn-x, Kittynx, sad
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