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Questions, Questions but Never Answers

Sometimes i feel that this blog of mine is really quite pointless..
Cause, truth be told, i hardly (maybe even never) write my feelings and thoughts in here.
All there is is just really recollections of my days in general and random, pointless details. (Plus like a million pictures of course).
I dont write in here when im truly upset or when i have certain thoughts or opinions... this blog has morphed into just an outlet to record my daily activities.

I remember an old journal/blog of mine.. tucked safely away in a corner of a certain net-working website i had. And how i wrote in it almost everyday bout not just my daily events but actual feelings and thoughts.
I miss that.
Maybe it was cause the people who got to read it were my friends overseas and a few of my close friends.. thus i felt safe to write whatever i felt like.

But now.. with this blog.. i always think twice before i write anything. Maybe thats the difference between a BLOG and an actual journal. Hur.

Its weird.
Even though i seem so carefree and without problems nowadays, i feel like im actually living less. I doubt anyone would understand what im feeling but yeh..
Life was a mess last time but thinking back, i think i actually felt more alive then...

The journal i had was back in what, 2004 ? When i was like 13.. i stopped writing in it round 2005/6 ish and only revisited it sometime last year.. and reading it actually invoked so much emotions and feelings and thoughts in me. Reading it made me sit down and really think back and ponder about whatever i wrote.

Re-reading this blog of mine.. i dont know. Whats there to feel ? I mean, dont get me wrong, looking back on all the fun times with my friends makes me happy.. but now im sitting here and thinking and it just hit me that this cant be all life is about is it ?

Alot of people have the mindset that all they want in life is happiness.. so do/did (not sure which word i should use here) i.. i remember making wishes and asking just for happiness cause i aunno.. not good to wish for alot of things right ? Haha.. and Happiness seems to just sum it all up ?

But now here i am.. not knowing what i want. (as usual ?)

Am i actually missing how things were ?
But i like being carefree. I like having Happiness.
I remember begging for and yearning desperately for Happiness back then.

Im so hypocritical at times...

Or maybe im just asking for too much ?
Happiness used to be all i wanted cause i was miserable but now that i've got Happiness.. i want more..
But i just dont know what it is i want.

Maybe i never really knew...

"Let me hold your hand, I wanna contact the living"

XoXo

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Party Like a Rock(Star)

So, that was moi, a few hours ago.
Had to waste monehs and take a cab home due to all the nicotine and alcohol in my system.
Had a nice time at S'goon Gardens with the Sengkang bunch.
Had fun munching away at the complementary mixed nuts while drinking and smoking and listening to them sing/shout.

And after loads of pee-ing and chugging down loads more h2o,, imma sober again =D
So onto pictures from not-so-sober times...

Oh! And i showed my MOM 2 GIRLS 1 CUP just now. TALK ABOUT L.O.MUTHAEFFING.L !? Shall not post the video up cause she'd kill me if that happens so yeh.
You can all just imagine her freaking hilarious reaction XD

Labels: 2 Girls 1 Cup, 2 girls 1 cup reaction, Alcohol, Cigarette, gothic, hxc, Kittyn, Kittyn-x, Kittynx, pink nintendo ds, rayman's raving rabbids, Scene, smoke on the waters

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Happy Beelated Burfday Felipok !

Felipok's Happy 17th on the 27th!
Stayed up the entire night before just so i wouldnt miss her birthday outing. Be happy, girl! =P
Started the day off with a fantastic sweat-inducing Cupcake hunt !
The boyfriend and i were walking round a certain mall before Thea and Felipok arrived and the cupcake place was in Central mall but someone -cough-thea-cough- didnt believe that it was actually Central Mall that the boyfriend and i were in cause it said 'Central' and not 'Central MALL'. LOL.
So we were all unsure and went out of the Mrt Station to look around only to end up right where we started cept this time we were each emitting a different lovely ~~stench~~ aroma due to the effing sorching sun that was trying to kill us, i swear =))
[I AM TOO FREE. AHAHAHA]

Anywhooo.
Got to the place and had loverly cupcakes and took some pictures...

Followed by Fort Canning Park to ~~get raped(bad joke, lol)~~ feed mosquitos and climb the never ending stairs.

And ending it off with a nice slacking session by the Singapore River (which is still filthy btw) to talk bout nothing in particular, get taken pictures of by random people (in which which we reacted by doing weird poses) and wave to random tourists going by in boats. Twas fun. -nods-

Oh. And i accidentally blew a flying kiss to a guy. Was directed at the pretty lady who was with him but unfortunately she chose to turn away and the guy chose to look over at the very moment i blew it.
Uh wells. At least it was a hot caucasion guy. (I still love you, baby XD)

And felipooook;
Though ive only seen you a few times and havent got to know you really well, im very glad we became friends. ^^ Cause youre a nice nice purdy girl whom i can throw pixelated penises at and amuse myself with your reaction ('f f f ff f f f ') XD And i have fun talking to you (ANTM!!!!) and hanging with you.
I wish you all the best in everything and hope that me and Wayne can continue celebrating your future birthdays with you =)
Stay happy alwaaaays !
PS - Get well soooooooooon !!

Labels: 2 Girls 1 Cup, Anthea, Cameltoe, Central Mall, Chang Bang, Cupcakes, Fort Canning Park, Kittyn, Kittyn-x, Kittynx, Paisley and Cream, Singapore River, Tangerine, Thea

XoXo

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Yank that Cameltoe!

Alright.
So yesterday was good. -nods-
Met up with my bestests ; Nina and Tanny ! And also Lyan for the first time. Adorable lil girl. ^^

To sum up our day ; good ciggies, good sheeeshaaa, good food, good alcohol, even more good ciggies and even a (not so to me)good cigar.

Am tired now cause its 2am and i just got home from visiting teh bf's mom so i shan't elaborate more.
Onto peeekchuuurs...

[I have amazing photograhy skills. HAHAHA.]

[Hi babe, i love you]

[Awww.. baby looks afraid.]

[Twas trying to shove my 3 incher into my babys ass ^^]

[Drinking started XD]

[Yes. Definately started.]
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[Wayne likes to spoil pictures, lol]

[Hi. Im Hitler]

[Uhhh. duuuuhhhh x.X]

[I love you baby ^^]

Labels: Alcohol, Kittyn, Kittyn-x, Kittynx, Nina Saburi, Piercings, Pink, Sheesha, Shisha, Vodka

XoXo

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OMFGAWDZZZ. IM GUNNA KILL MYSELFXXZ.

,IM TERRIBLY UPSET.
HURT BEYOND WORDS.
My self esteem has been crushed and ive fallen into a state of depression.
SO IM GUNNA GO CRY AND SLASH MY WRISTS AND ATTEMPT TO KILL MYSELF.
Why?
Cause someone called me aPINK DOG.
OMGAWDZZZZ!!!!
THE HORROOOORR.
HOW COULD THEY!?
CANT THEY TELL THAT IM...

A PINK KITTEN !?!?!?
-slashes wrists and bawls-

[ Pink + Kitten ears = PINK KITTEN. Savvy ?]

Oh. And because my sense of humour tends to elude most people ; that was a JOKE. Lol.

But seriously.. for those who do not know what happened.. just recently i was called a "pink dog" (LMFAO) by a certain someone named 'mummy' who also added that "girls with too many piercings are NOT sexy just like me" + "HAHAHA" (LOL @ the HAHAHA XD - i told you ive got a weird sense of humour!)
So, since the sadfuck is so desperate for my attention, i've decided to take out a few minutes from my very important/busy schedule of playing with my DS to give him/her some much needed attention lest he/she goes nuts and starts raping poor innocent doggies on the streets. (Me + friends have concluded that he/she must have some weird fetish for doggies -nods-)

Oh. And cause you're most prolly that dense, i shall introduce to you a nice idiom ; 'Beauty is in the Eye of the Beholder'
In layman term, YOU LIKE WHAT DOESNT MEAN OTHER PEEPURR ALSO WILL LIKEZZZ ONEX OKAYZZZ !?!!?
So sad la. You think of girls with piercings as unsexy. Everytime i see a hot girl with multiple facial piercings i get an orgasm. XDDDD

Oh oh ! And to 'stomachache' who so kindly told me to have a mind of my own - OMG! HOW DID YOU KNOW THAT I DONT HAVE A MIND OF MY OWN !?!?! -GASP!!!- Fine. I shall finally admit it.. i actually share a mind with my secret invisible twin who is conjoined to my right breast. Its sad.. i know. But please.. dont make fun of me ? It'd get me sad. =(((( Instead, i suggest that you go to the toilet and dig the shit, thats most prolly causing your stomachache, out of your rectum and proceed to re-enact 2 Girls 1 Cup with your mom or dad (I'm nice so i shall let you decide on who you want to be your partner XD) with it!

OKAAAY ! Moooviiiing onnn.

NEVER stretch your lip and proceed to eat seafood and fill your bloodstream with alcohol.
Me being my usual careless self, totally forgot that i had a freshly stretched piercing (with a cut) and did just that.
The result ? I look like i have 50 cent's (the rapper) lip. Its not fun. Seriously. Not to mention the throbbing mad pain and blood and pus ozzing out of my lil hole.. AND the headache that comes along with it.
It's a package you see. Get 1 infection, free 1 headache. Riiight.

Anyways! Brought Tishy to get groomed today. The people there were veerrryy nice ^^
Shall bring her back there the next time. -nods- She's even cuter then her normal self now.
But dang. I'd better hide her before 'mummy' tries to kidnap her and proceed to rape her. xD

Oooh. Also, i met Tanny today. Yaaayness! Ate dinner and proceeded to bum around my room.. and when i say that, i really mean I bum and she rushes her assigments. Lol.
But ima good friend. I acompanied her while she typed away furiously at the laptop ^^

And.. ok. Theres really not much to blog about actually so ima return to my beloved DS which has been named 'Ichigo' on the trip to Malacca. Ichii for short ^^ Yes.
As to the reason behind her name.. what can i say ? Its pink.. strawberries are pink. I love strawberries. And am currently obsessing over the song Hebi Ichigo.

G'night Peepurs

Labels: 50 cent, anal sex, beasitality, hebi ichigo, ichigo, Kittyn, Kittyn-x, Kittynx, Labret Stretching, papillon, pink nintendo ds, rape, Scene, sex, Snakebites, strawberries, Synthetic dreads

XoXo

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Gauge Out your Retinas.

OOOOh.
SCAAARRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYY

Yes. Cleary, i have nothing better to do.
Been a bitch hermit the past few days.. hiding in my lil abode (aka my room). Thus, preventing the maid from cleaning up my room which in result has made it quite filthy. Ergo, I need to ~~clean my room~~ GO OUT XD - muahaha.

Oh. And i have a fat(ass) lip due to my impatience and stretching. 7mm now.. up from 6mm. Doesnt look any different to me. -is frustrated-

Yes. This is all for today. Too bad.

PS - Anthzzzz !!! When want go out!?!?! Beeeeeech. Oh and i LOL-ed majorly @ your videooo. x)
PPS - Wuzzing is a bitch. Cause everytime i inhale, my lip hurts. Gah. x.X

Labels: Dreads, Kittyn, Kittyn-x, Kittynx, Labret Stretching, Piercings, Scene, Snakebites, Synthetic dreads

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Peeekchuuurs.

[I love you babe xD]
Alright bitches. Its 12.30am and i just got home not too long ago.
Spent the day at a friend's. Did his tattoo for him. I loooove cherry blossoms ^^ Anyone else wanna do cherry blossoms ? ^^
Anywho! Im tired. So i shall just post pictures from the Malacca trip. Yes? No? Yes.

[Not much scenery ey ? =(]

[Kool pond/fountain thingy outside some mall]

[Tadpoooles ; im easily amused x)]

[Foooooooood]

[I loooooove cheese x.x]

[Hi Ah ma, i love chu ^^]

[My maid hates me. Jk XD]

[Whipped creeeaaaam]

[My older sis likes this pic cause only her face can be seen =.=]

[Hi there part-time lover and full time friend =)]

[Hi there]

[ORANGE JUIIICEEEE...]

[tastes better when drank through your love's earlobe XD]

[We we bored]

[Very bored

[So we played with teh DS]

[Sooo cute!]

[No makeup. the horror =X]

[Out shopping and i found strawberrus!! ^^]

[And Boy George. HAHA]

[Wuuzzzing]

[Oh and someone clogged up the toilet at home. XDDD]

[Wayne was playing Zelda and we were very entertained by the fact that we could draw whatever we wanted on the screen and this is obviously my creation]